But maybe not really this song. Anyway the purpose of this video is.. Buddy buddies! Do you recognise the male lead for this movie??
YES, IT'S DK'S FAVOURITE DRUG DEALER! Lol. Haruma Miura's the name :) Ahhh I wanna watch Gokusen again. It's super nice watching Gokusen with close close friends :) Duty, loyalty and "my precious students"~
Watched 2012 as well and might be watching it for a second time with my family. Aaah but I bet they won't understand the movie then I'd have to narrate everything again. :S Looking forward to more and more outings :D But need to save more money too :( Been a splurge. Now facing Crisis Month. And those Christmas presents. GAHHHHH.
PLEASE MAKE THIS HAPPEN. *wishes*
So shall make a tough decision. I shall owe everyone Christmas presents til next year. HAHAHAHAA. If not when I go overseas I'd have to eat sand and drink sea water lehh :(
And by the way, realised I'm not going Bali but BALAI(?) One of the 13,600 islands in Indonesia. Reaction to this? Refer to picture below.
Balai's supposedly bigger than Batam but more unknown. Following some people from the Nativity church to do mission work there. And I initially thought I was going there to shop. Sigh, what a drastic difference. Oh wells, shall make the most out of it :) Those whom I know are my parents, my auntie who always teases me and her son my cousin who's 40++ (the one whose son my nephew married at 22 and has a daughter making me a grand auntie). The rest, I don't know them~ And worse still, there's a night trail leading to a dilapidated elderly home. Wahh hopefully my night blindness will improve.
Yep looking forward to doing mission work. Kind of liked the OCIP my class did last year :) But at least I had a whole class of people whom I know to accompany me.
OHH! DK got her H1N1 vaccination already. I need to get mine done soon :( I HAAATEEE jabs, worse than DK's bony finger poking my arm. And I HAAATEEE medication, can't seem to swallow them.
Now am on medication cos of my sensitive skin and the rash around my eye area. Hmpf. But my skin doctor's effective and is a professional in his field so shall trust him.
MY FACE :(
Hopefully it'll become better and recover soon to become..
*SHINE SHINE* ~blings and dazzles~ AHAHAA, not his face please~ But this photo's so funny, he looks so retarded being caught on candid camera
Alright I shall update with photos next time on my seafood feast and day out with buddy buddies 2/3 :) There's still the fab-jun outing to update on. And photos of my overweight niece too~
I shall provide some candy for your eyes :)
Til next time!~
P.S. Tae Kyung's very much similar to me! :D Night blindness and allergy to prawns!
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Thursday, November 19, 2009 /
10:42 PM
Me went for church yesterday night cos my church has this thing called triduum, 3 consecutive days before the actual feast day there would be mass every night. Yesterday's speaker was Fr J.J. and his homily was super entertaining. Fr Yim said Fr J.J.'s nickname was Just Joking but after he became a priest it was changed to Just Jesus.
During the mass there was some scary disturbances. Through the mic were some angry screams but we don't know where the sound came from. The screaming was really scary, like some man being restricted to do something and held back by other people so he screamed with frustration. Seemed to me to be like that. But I didnt see any man being like that. The screaming lasted for like 2-3 minutes. :S Kaypoh mummy stood up from her seat to see the altar area more clearly then I felt so paiseh and swatted her hand to sit down and don't be so kaypoh. Wahh then she swatted me back saying somebody might be dying. Lol. Her imagination's wilder than mine.
After mass went to kope some beehoon catered by the church for the triduum :) Before exams I can't really stomach any meals so after Econs I was super hungry. The only thing I ate in the whole day was the Ddukbokki I bought from AMK Hub on my way home and the auntie super stingy luh! :( Daddy picked us home while Mummy and I started acting out all the things that happened during mass although when I imitated the screams it seemed more like roaring. Lol. I wonder what happened. Hope that guy's fine, he sounded like he was in immense pain/frustration. Scaryy.
TOMORROW'S THE LAST PAPER FOR A LEVELS :) Hopefully it'll turn out okay and manageable.
Heechul cried so hard that it made me tear-eyed too.
I have so many plans after "A"s! 1) Buy bigger memory card for camera 2) Make passport since it expired 3) Summer clothes + super good sunblock 4) Meet up with buddy buddies after their As 5) Celebrate my long belated birthday with buddy buddies
(I shall look forward to listening to the process of DK and Zanne putting in sincerity and effort to celebrate 3 birthdays at once. Are you both going to bake something again? Baker Girl is here~ Zanne got cookies, DK got cake. Maybe we'll get.. muffins? roti prata? brownie. carrot cake. egg tart. MOONCAKE?!) Don't buy bikini again (>.<)
6) Shun bian collect my bags! :) 7) Emo Fam outing?? We have like 5 birthdays to celebrate. Plus sister-in-law and baby's I think 7. If twins then 8. Triplets? 9. omg. soccer team. 11+5+1 = 17. FREAK LAA. 8) Super fast shopping for Prom night dress (wahh I seriously dread it.) 9) Go sight-seeing and draw/paint/take photos 10) Repay the birthdays I owe for the early babies: Daryl, Amanda, Ajusshi 11) CHOOSE NEW HANDPHONE! :)
As you can see, I have no plans to exercise and slim down for Prom. Lol. And I need to work to earn money first then I can spend. Saw this Super Junior shirt that's nice but dno how much yet. Got so encouraged by making my life's first online purchase for bags that I browsed the blog for idol merchandise. Wonder if they'll let me pay by cash. Now I know why my parents don't wanna give me a credit card. Sigh. I don't even have a POSB card! :( Never mind, my ATM machine's at home.
Okay okay. Getting too excited about after As. GET PAST TMR'S ECONS FIRST.
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Monday, November 16, 2009 /
8:57 PM
Down with a very bad cold :( Couldn't sleep the whole night since I'm sneezing the whole way~ Tomorrow's Lit and I only highlighted til Chapter 10 of Great Ex, OMG. Hopefully they won't test minor characters if not I can jump into a river and drown alrd.
CHOO LING! Here's something my friend sent me to watch to cheer me up but I think you'll love it more LOL
Logged in here to thank the many many people who tried cheering me up Firstly my buddy buddies. :) Wahh I can't wait to see Choo Ling, MY BAGS! ^^ Classmates, Becca who sent me a bible verse and Junyi a super long sms Fabian(?) who called/smsed/msned through the whole of last week Omma(?) who smsed the whole ystd, got my mind off discouraging matters Daryl and Gabriel who must have been badmouthing me since they suddenly sent smses to me at the same time ystd night, tsk tskk. Christine for spying my blog, just saw the tag :) :) YAA our ambitious APW overseas trip!
And my parents who must've hurt more than me because they have been so greatly disappointed and seeing me cry just made them more painful. For that I feel so bad that I cried so badly and twice in a week. For this week I mustn't cry or at least hide somewhere to cry first then go home smiling. Hopefully smiling. Sigh. I think JC life is bad. I don't remember being so weak during my Secondary school days. Hate this weak side of me. :( Chincha. Shiro!
Nonetheless there's no return so in the remaining time I have left I'll try to make the best out of it :) This weekend has been a tough one for me but letting my phone battery remain dead from fri night to sat night gave me a quiet time to sit and sort things out :) Apologies to those I replied late, Becca and Junyi, and I ignored Fabian (omg sorry laa!).
After this friday, I CAN BE FREEEEE~ I CAN BE FREEE FROM THIS PLACE~ (Corrinne May's Song "Free" ^^ Me heard it from Becca and me like it!) Ahh. Suddenly remembered I need to prac singing "Magnificent"
Okay back to Othello. I'm loving the play all over again :)
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Friday, November 13, 2009 /
11:27 PM
Today's maths paper was dreadfully terribly horrifying. Sucks.
Should have placed more emphasis on practising Paper Two Should have paid more attention to Ms Lee Should have moved on to other questions Should have revised earlier Should have been more self-aware of it all and corrected myself in time.
Disgustingly regretting all the "should haves" and all the "If only I"
Worst was when everyone came out beaming and excitedly discussed answers, saying the paper was easier than the first. Seemed like a transparent wall separating their relief from my depression that just kept getting worse. Feel like I've let my parents down. Ms Lee. Mr Yeo. Just the thought of my parents made me tear on the bus home. ____________________________________________________________________
To my class girls, I wasn't pissed that you all were taking such a drag to collect CSE stuff and discuss matters, just that someone could have told me you all went to collect CSE. Was already so depressed when I came out from the exam hall then I felt extremely lost.
Then after repeatedly making so much noise to go home, everyone just either ignored me or shut me up. My internal struggle was already enough please. At that moment was so fed up and left. Walking out alone made me straighten some facts out, I have my own legs I don't have to wait for others to move and to follow other people's wishes. I am an individual. I don't have to keep compromising with others. ____________________________________________________________________
Came home and bawled my eyes out. Like on Monday after the SEA History cooped myself in the toilet to wail. Only came out after my parents and Da Sao came knocking after an hour. But at least at that time I still had IH History as my hope.
Maths is all gone. Just like that. I'm serously screwed.
Is there really a June paper? Sucks. I can never make it to Uni. And I have a niece in RJ who is the same age. Pressure from relatives. Dreading Chinese New Year already. How am I going to set a good example for my younger cousins. And to bring pride to my family. Maybe not pride. I'm not capable of that. Just as long as my parents don't lose face because of me. Plus Jie Jie who tried to lure me to do well, new handphone as birthday present, trip to Australia.
And my buddy buddies. Thanks for trying to encourage me even though my situation is really hopeless until you all don't know how else to encourage me. Even though you all moved to better schools, I'm thankful that you all didn't despise me and continue to keep our friendship. Really sincerely love you all a lot. Except Duck. Less love.
Here's a sms from Mel who after her difficult Chem paper still managed to console me for History and to encourage me for IH paper due 2 hours after the sms :)
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will When the road you're taking seems all uphill, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint in the clouds of doubt And you can never tell how close you are It may be near when it seems afar.
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.
I will spend today living in regret. Thereafter I must find strength somehow to carry on. When all else fails, have faith. But my faith is wavering.
Dear God, I believe "There is nothing I cannot do in the One who strengthens me" (courtesy of Sarah who sent an sms to me, thanks) I place my hopes, my dreams, my regrets and my failures into Your hands. Help me, Help me to make the cut. Please.
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PLEASE MAKE THIS HAPPEN. *wishes*
Balai's supposedly bigger than Batam but more unknown. Following some people from the Nativity church to do mission work there. And I initially thought I was going there to shop. Sigh, what a drastic difference. Oh wells, shall make the most out of it :) Those whom I know are my parents, my auntie who always teases me and her son my cousin who's 40++ (the one whose son my nephew married at 22 and has a daughter making me a grand auntie). The rest, I don't know them~ And worse still, there's a night trail leading to a dilapidated elderly home. Wahh hopefully my night blindness will improve.
*SHINE SHINE* ~blings and dazzles~
Til next time!~