This Filipino girl is 15 years old ONLYY. wts, she sings damn well!
I will not regret my decision because the decision I made enabled me to keep my promise and gave me a chance for understanding.
Just that I feel very discouraged when the person I'm trying to help keeps putting me down, makes me feel rather uneasy and awkward at times too. But I continue to hold on to the hope that one day a sudden dawn of realisation upon on will lead us back to where we started from. I feel like such a failure already, so very helpless about the situation. Continually being cautious and tactful with my words have become quite tiring for me.
And to make matters worse, someone criticised me. Thanks uh. But I welcome criticisms, criticisms allow me to see another part of me that I've overlooked and if you look at it in another light, criticisms can be constructive suggestions for improvement. When I was criticised I was more disheartened and felt very innocently wronged, like my efforts make me seem like a loser (on top of being a failure). After thinking from that person's point of view, I really seem to be a loser. Am in a state of mild frustration that nobody understands me. "What about me?" Syndrome. Will get over this soon.
Three different viewpoints.
I told you this and I'm telling you again: Even if the whole world is against me, I will stand by my principles and do what I deem is right. Concept of "What Would Jesus Do" :) Severely discouraged but will nonetheless persevere.
But then again if the whole world is against me, then there's obviously something wrong with me I suppose. Time to do a self-reflection exercise.
Or maybe everyone should do that. Walao the one who criticised me smsed me to ask how's my revision with a smiley face. Tskk, whatt is this~ Double nature of humans lehh, that's how "Freak of Nature" came to be. LOL.
Sometimes when we are busy pointing fingers to put the blame on other people, we fail to see that at least 3 fingers are pointing back at ourselves.
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