Sungmin's magic [cut] He's freaking good! And he became more manly after 3jib ^^
Donghae's bowtie magic
Reset MV
I'm looking at you, only you. Press the reset.
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Sunday, September 27, 2009 /
10:22 PM
I thought you understood that I'm not such a person. If you believe others and don't trust me then from now on, let's not be friends. Trust is my criteria for every friendship. I believe this person is a good person with a warm generous heart, I believe I can exchange my heart and sincerity with this person. You aren't that person.
I know I am not beautiful Nor am I smart Nor am I talented Nor petite, nor slim, nor adorable. That's why I put in extra effort in cherishing every friend that I have.
Had a quarrel. Slapped with sarcastic remarks. Was told to check this friend's blog. Got a shock. Told them not to do such things and got angry previously. But they freaking just don't learn. To make their lives interesting, they used me as entertainment. If this is how you all treat your so-called friends then get the hell out of my life please, I don't want to be associated with such people.
And how I wish I've got the courage to tell that straight into your faces.
But I hate the hypocrite me who tries to endure and smile, laugh the matter off and talk to you all nicely face to face. Been there, done that, doesn't work. So tired with my own family already and now this. I don't want to talk or explain things anymore. Seriously. It's damn tiring. Don't even try and ask me anything. It irritates me more and I'm not in the appropriate state of mind. Get so pissed with everything I keep asking myself why am I even born in the first place.
Thanks to Daddy who brought up this point on my eighteenth birthday. Was so hurt by the thought that my presence was not appreciated and he chose to say it on my birthday. Wonderful. Now I see the meaning in your words. Because my so-called friends don't give a damn about me and use me for their own entertainment too. I despise myself because I know tomorrow I'll just be living life as a coward again. I hate myself. I can stand up to defend for others but why can't I defend for myself. Sucks.
I need to be alone by the seaside.
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Saturday, September 26, 2009 /
2:20 AM
Aaaww~ Hyun Bin and Song Hye Gyo are dating! For real. Oh man. Whatt is this. TSKK. And they came to Singapore on 12th September! Never wish me Happy Birthday before they leave~ Lol who am I to them mans.
Anyway, they look sweet together! Can't wait to watch the drama where their love started :) It's called "World Within" ^^
Even though my life now is real sad sad depressing, shall not post it on my blog laa. Cos in years to come when I read my blog, this is a piece of memory I want to discard completely :)
Alright, change topic change topic! Let me show you my love ^^ Even though I found Jung Mo from Trax to be highly talented and me heart talented people but Kyuhyun top my list :) He may not the the most handsome but who cares mans~ Me lurve him o(^^)O And I iz jealouxzx of the people who lurve him too. Tsk tskk~
Nampyon! Thanks for everything! Sorry sorry~ >.< Me really appreciate it duo duo, much much, to the maxx. :) Komawo, Saranghae, Chaejayo!~
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Friday, September 18, 2009 /
11:11 PM
I think I'm a very petty person, easily jealous and very selfish.
Because my parents promised a Chocz cake for my birthday and we'd celebrate today instead of tomorrow (there's retreat in school from 7am to 10pm). But time check: 8pm and they forgot. So I cheekily reminded them then they asked me to go online and find it myself. Felt a little disappointed. Am I petty? Shits, I think I am. Then when I happily showed them the list of cakes, my mum said "I think Jie Jie will like this"
But mummy. It's my 18th birthday and I'm your daughter too.
I love all the people singing here :) Especially my KyuHae ^^
Tomorrow's retreat day. Shall be going all alone. Starting to dread it already.
Dear God, give me strength all the days of my life And keep me pure and innocent in thought and in heart With wisdom to discern between right and wrong, To always remain faithful to your ways. Amen.
And now I shall reveal my Birthday Wishers list: *swings round and round in bliss* ^^
Before the midnight mark: CLARA 1st to wish! LOU-ANN After the midnight mark: FABIAN 1st right on midnight! ZANNE 1st buddy buddy! DUCK not counted, twinnie replied my bdae wish for her BENJAMIN 1st on msn! BESSIE 1st pae classmate after midnight! AMANDA 1st to refer me to a website full of cute Stitchs! JUNYI 1st to call my phone 1st to sing 1 line of birthday song :) JOLEEN
1st to send a patterned (?) sms! MEL 1st to send korean words in a sms 1st to complain tt I'm not supposed to rank friends based on this
Okay okayy shall not rank my friends based on this laa. :) But because I was quite depressed previously, just wanted to say thanks for brightening my day and giving me strength :) :) Komawo, chinguya! Saranghae~~
Will upload pics from my birthday celebrations too :) Credits to my class peeps who planned outings, treats and presents for me ^^ Thank youu very very very much, I am touched. o(>.<)o
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009 /
9:21 PM
Since Kyuhyun joined Super Junior in May 2006, the 13th member to the group of 12 who had released an album before he came, Kyuhyun last minute appearance left him to stay in the SuJu dormitory without a bed of his own.
8 months later, he still didnt have a bed of his own and news of Bedless Kyuhyun leaked out while he guested together with roomie Sungmin in Kangin's Chunji Radio show. Here is how the 'Bedless Kyu Hyun conversation' went:
CHUNJI RADIO, January 9, 2007 Translation credit to Lalaloo of soompi
kangin: oh yea so what happened to your bed? kyuhyun: [says something, i don't really understand] kangin: no but honestly, you like sleeping on the floor better. even your computer is all over the floor. kyuhyun: no, i like the bed better. kangin: okay come over today, i'll give you my bed. i'm saying this on air so this is a real promise. kyuhyun: eeteuk already promised me two weeks ago that he'll buy me a bed. kangin: that person is different from me. i bet you somewhere at this VERY MOMENT he's lying to another dongsaeng. kyuhyun: no, i trust eeteuk. he's the leader, i don't think he would lie to a fellow member. kangin: no, he does that sometimes. he's done it to me couple of times. kyuhyun: i know, it's not just once or twice. kangin: i used to share a room with him and he was like "kangin ah~ i couldn't sleep." so i was like, "why?" and he's like "cause i was too worried thinking about you" kyuhyun: yea, right. [it was something else but it means the same thing] kangin: EVERYDAY it's a lie. kyuhyun: it's okay, i hope someday i'll get to sleep on top of a bed. For now I'll have to accept the fact that I'm a magnae. (youngest in the group = get bullied) kangin: noo!! it's not cause you're the magnae~ sungmin: yea, it's not cause you're the magnae. We really want to buy you a bed but there's not enough room right now. kangin: ahjummas (aunties) keep telling us to move, people/neighboors keep telling us to move~ so we were talking about buying it once we move..but we weren't sure. kyuhyun: no it's okay, i'll accept the fact that i'm the magnae kangin: IT'S NOT THAT!!!
Kyuhyun's famous Bed Song! ^^
He used SuJu's song "Believe" and composed his own bed song! Subtitles are in the video itself, the yellow lines :)
(A Fan's comment on akirasberry @ Jan 14 2007, 07:36 AM) this kyuhyun bed thing is going so far o.o One time kangin came back from his schedule and found Kyuhyun sleeping in this dunkin donut tent LOL... they said he got upset when they threw it away..
Fans' photoshopped version of Kyuhyun in the tent HAHAHA
Late one night, Leader Teuk was woken up from his sleep cos he could hear Kyuhyun's voice. Eeteuk asks "Kyuhyun-ah, why are you crying?". Eeteuk continues, asking "Are they airing a sad movie on OCN?" Kyuhyun replies "Hy~ung~ This is so sad~"
The third panel shows a tv ad for a bed that costs 199,990 won (a little bit less than 200 dollars for a bed, which is fairly cheap). 'The ad says to call now for this great deal!'
And then lastly, Eeteuk is speaking to a hyung, prolly a manager hyung, saying "Hyung, we really need to get another bed for the dorm otherwise our magnae is going to run away from our dorm...."
He posted this pic at the Sukira (Super Junior Kiss The Radio) website for his fans to see his new bed and share his joy:
Then like a little kid, he gets a bed and starts sprawling all over =.=" Just that his bed is wedged in between 2 other beds cos there's no space :( It was put between Teukie's and Ryeowook's beds because there probably no space at Donghae and Sungmin's room but judging from the photo, you'll see how they barely made the new bed fit in Teukie's and Wookie's room. hahaha.
But he's still very happy over it :) CUTEE.
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6:15 PM
Friday’s Chun Bang Ji Chuk (Korean radio broadcast) was about “How would you respond if someone smsed you saying…“ And today’s theme was “I’m in a public restroom but there’s no toilet paper” So KangIn smsed a few people, telling them he’s in the toilet without the paper to see how they would respond…
He smses the Super Junior members.
SungMin called him instead of smsing him back… KangIn called him back so that the conversation could be heard on air. Sungmin’s the only nice one, he asked KangIn where he is and said that he’ll go over and bring KangIn the toilet paper. (lol!) But he was talking in the respective form to KangIn about half the time…(i thought they all speak lowered form to each other?)
Then he calls HeeChul… HeeChul’s ringback tone is “Chutcha" (only his part of the song where Heechul's talking with his mouth full.)
*Hyung = junior's way of addressing a male senior eg brother KangIn: Hyung, Im in trouble… (explains the situation…) HeeChul: Hmm just let your “dung” dry (’dung’ = POO. LOL DISGUSTING HAHAHAHAHA) KangIn: HYUNG! KangIn: Hyung, Im not gonna leave here until you come. I’m gonna just stay here HeeChul: Mm okay. KangIn: What? HeeChul: Mm okay. KangIn: You’re telling me to just stay here? HeeChul: I think MinSung hyung’s gonna go to you right now. KangIn: No no hyung Im just joking. This is on air right now, this is a radio broadcast. HeeChul: Oh its a radio broadcast? Oh… Dont even think about ever seeing me again.
Towards the end of the show, KangIn read all the text messages he received from the other members.
KyuHyunfinished his schedule so he dropped by to visit KangIn… Then he received the text so KyuHyun took a roll of toilet paper and he went inside the chunji restroom looking for him … but of course KangIn wasnt there so he told KangIn… “Hyung, I think someone sent me a prank text message.” (AWW, he’s so innocent! he’s adorably cute. >.<)
Eeteuk: Oh is this for radio broadcast? How should i respond? (that guy is clever.)
DongHae: Hyung, don't worry. I'm your dongsaeng fishie DongHae. I’ll be there soon, just wait a little. (he’s cute too!) *dongsaeng = younger brother
Yesung: KangIn-ah, just flush the toilet down once…Then with the clean water that’s left afterwards, you can wash with that.
HAHAHAA. Super Junior's my favourite now :) :) Hana Hanaa, Big Bang must be acknowledged. GDragon?? *wink winks*
Ohh! By the way, those comments in the brackets aren't made by me. I koped this from the website Hahahaa ^^ Next would be Kyuhyun's Bed Saga :D
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Recent song that keeps playing in my head, other than the sweet sweet "Marry U" :) I'm gonna save up moneh and buy the Super Junior Super Show Concert DVD! Since I doubt anybody will be celebrating my birthday this year, I shall occupy my time and watch the DVD ^^ Will probably get busy after prelims, my niece's one month's coming exactly on the day of my last paper :)
Sigh, my family ah, went through so much headache planning for it. And although it's understandable how my Gor Gor and Da Sao wants to show off my little niece to the world but dont have to do things til this extent. Oh man. Booked a place at NUS to hold the one month banquet and my Gor even chartered a bus to shuttle guests from the MRT to the place. Like some mega event mans. Shockingg. Imagine a bus shuttling guests to and fro for 3 hours. Don't know what to wear lehh. Sigh. Shall fret about it next time...
_________________________________________________________ 5th September 2009 HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, SISTA-IN-LAWZXZ!~
During all the SAFRA trainings~
Shooting outing at ECP~
All the trips to SAFRA to train together for school team~
All the encouragement and experiences leading up to our success~ Plus all the talks and comforting when I wasn't representing school in competitions~
And becoming my beloved SISTER-IN-LAW ^^
Just wanted to say, Emo appreciates you presence And same thing as always and always, ME LOVE YOUU DUO DUO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (PS. Get married soon!)
Went to Bishan Park for a picnic :) But regretfully, didn't expect to go there so I didn't bring my camera. :( And to make everything a surprise, my friend went to set up things there then meet me someplace else to go there again. SUPERB ACTING PLEASE. But I was in the wrong attire =.="
Then I got bored after chasing birds and dogs. Oh myy Park I's dog park was really fun, wished Whistle was still with me :( I'll force him to make friends with the other dogs even when he's so terrified. Hahahaa!
Bringing Whistle's toy bear he played with with he was young Cos Xiao Xiao spoilt all his other toys :O And this bear's already so pathetic without its nose :S
The scaredy doggie Whistle let Xiao Xiao take the bear
And he recognises his bear but he dare not take from Xiao Xiao So he starts circling Xiao Xiao and eyeing his bear So cute and shy! But he got bullied :(
Came to whine for help~
VICTORIOUS WITH THE BEAR
Went for dinner at Casuarina, near our place And we didnt even realise it after living there for 12 years (?!)
It's a nice place inside :) Pond too and a very big open area Habitat for scrawny monkeys and bushy tail squirrels
Scary right, dont look too long, you might spot something you dont wanna see >.<
YES, EXTRAVAGANT DINNER AS ALWAYS :) CRAB CRAB CHILLI CRAB!
But the crab's too ex (around $35, $40 for ONE) maybe cos it's their specialty. Darn nice though! Yummy-licious~
Memories of the past will become our scars for the future.
Philosophical?? :) Was wondering if I should continue all this meetings. Cos we all know the eventual ending. Maybe shouldn't meet up that much. I don't knooowww.
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009 /
2:48 AM
"Listen" by Charice Pempengco (4th April 2009)
This Filipino girl is 15 years old ONLYY. wts, she sings damn well!
I will not regret my decision because the decision I made enabled me to keep my promise and gave me a chance for understanding.
Just that I feel very discouraged when the person I'm trying to help keeps putting me down, makes me feel rather uneasy and awkward at times too. But I continue to hold on to the hope that one day a sudden dawn of realisation upon on will lead us back to where we started from. I feel like such a failure already, so very helpless about the situation. Continually being cautious and tactful with my words have become quite tiring for me.
And to make matters worse, someone criticised me. Thanks uh. But I welcome criticisms, criticisms allow me to see another part of me that I've overlooked and if you look at it in another light, criticisms can be constructive suggestions for improvement. When I was criticised I was more disheartened and felt very innocently wronged, like my efforts make me seem like a loser (on top of being a failure). After thinking from that person's point of view, I really seem to be a loser. Am in a state of mild frustration that nobody understands me. "What about me?" Syndrome. Will get over this soon.
Three different viewpoints.
I told you this and I'm telling you again: Even if the whole world is against me, I will stand by my principles and do what I deem is right. Concept of "What Would Jesus Do" :) Severely discouraged but will nonetheless persevere.
But then again if the whole world is against me, then there's obviously something wrong with me I suppose. Time to do a self-reflection exercise.
Or maybe everyone should do that. Walao the one who criticised me smsed me to ask how's my revision with a smiley face. Tskk, whatt is this~ Double nature of humans lehh, that's how "Freak of Nature" came to be. LOL.
Sometimes when we are busy pointing fingers to put the blame on other people, we fail to see that at least 3 fingers are pointing back at ourselves.
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Fans' photoshopped version of Kyuhyun in the tent HAHAHA
During all the SAFRA trainings~
Shooting outing at ECP~
All the trips to SAFRA to train together for school team~
Scary right, dont look too long, you might spot something you dont wanna see >.< 
YES, EXTRAVAGANT DINNER AS ALWAYS :)
