Thinking of using my LiveJournal account but only people with LiveJournal can read my blog. And my last entry was 55 weeks ago! Oh my goodness. I still rmb I signed up for LJ to read Tania's blog. My One and Only friend on LJ. And I'm not sure how to use it too. So I'm still hesitating. Or maybe I should use Wordpress. Then again, friends cant save the pics directly from my blog. Sigh sighh.

Everyone's having quite a hard time now so there's practically no one I can talk to. Met Jer almost everyday for the past 2 weeks to talk then this week's a sharp contrast with only 1 day in common to meet. Quite boredd now. I need someone to talk to and amuse me~ Tension's been high everywhere. It must be hint hint from God that since there's no human to talk to, TALK TO GOD hahahaa. Shall try before I sleep tonight. :) And I'll remember to talk to him about my Work-Hard Buddy cos he's going through a rough patch. :)

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Sigh, I have to settle shooting shirts. It's really damn damn damn frustratingg. Don't know why I ended up collecting sizes, orders for the shirts and payment for them when I was only supposed to COME UP WITH THE DESIGN. Then now some refuse to pay and I'm not even close to them, how to tell them that it's a club thing and the shirts are already ready for collection.

I can't even collect the shirts now that they backed out, I am already forking out to pay for 6 shirts including the J3s' share and it's $54 okayy. Why must I sacrifice when I can use the money to watch movies, eat lunch etc. And then there're people who are so bloody inconsiderate who deliberately don't pay up on time or better still don't pay up at all. >:( Pardon my language. Yuheng's name suddenly floated into my mind. I think he got offended when I dropped the 10 cents change on the table and called him "stingy" then Fabian and Junyi said I was mean so I thought it through. It just naturally came out like that, I wasn't thinking much. As my good friend, I hoped you'd understand but seeing that my sms wasn't replied even days later and today you ignored me but said Hi to Junyi, I could already guess you're angry la. Sorry. (@.@)

Shooting club fund only allows me to pay for Coach's shirt (Aaron didn't want the shirt but his size fitted Coach so I let him do that but that day I was quite sad, kept thinking that maybe my design wasn't nice enough for shooters to be proud to wear out that's why so many didnt want. This dumb sense of inferiority's killing me.) so now what? Save another $18 and buy over the extra 2 shirts? Well done. 8 shirts. Congratulations Evelyn Chen, you brought yourself this mess.

Urghhh. I'm most angry with myself. o(>.<)o Who else to blame. I really fit into what the class calls as "Act can jia". Alright, no use whining over the situation. Get it over and done with. Freak this situation, taking up so much of my time and thoughts. Tomorrow will be another day when everyone shoot me with "When are we collecting our shirts?" BE STRONG, EVELYN CHEN. No one can help you but yourself. I am already expecting people to look at my design in disdain. (T^T)

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