I'm finally done with the whole shooting shirt design + slogan + taking down sizes event! Jer said the next time we meet up, he's going to give me an "Excellent Customer Service Award", I'm going to see how true that'll be. :)
Today during PE, Huixian rammed into Monica (?) and her specs broke thus cutting into her forehead and nose in a "L" shape. Oh my goodness, she was bleeding super a lot and I guess the cut's quite deep. She's super lucky her specs didn't cut her eye, waseh, it nearly did luh! Thank God it didn't mans. Hope she'll recover soon and hopefully her cuts won't leave scars.
Next highlight for the day: Fabian was super funny in a lame way Swine flu's on the rise and a lame joke Fabian said to his hockey friend who came to our table during break to talk him and Kriffith:
Friend: Oh no, I'm down with flu.. Fabian: Must be swine flu! You know what's swine flu? It means pigs getting flu. Those who look like pigs more prone to get swine flu. *pause* Fabian: Ohh! Then you better be careful lehh! Take care of your health hor!
-pats friend on back-
And during GP lecture on sports, the lecturer was mentioning YOG then he pronounced it as "Yorg" but I said "Nooo, it's pronounced as Yoke cos it's YOGhurt" so he =.=" and wrote on the lecture notes "YOGHURT. youth olympic games hurt" HAHAHAA
NEXT POST WILL BE ON BECCA'S MINI BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION :D ___________________________________________________________________________________
There's a girl livin' in this town She's got her head up in the sky But her feet are on the ground There's a girl livin on my street She knows outside her little world Somehow ends are gonna meet And when the road gets kinda rough She keeps one thing in mind The longest journey always starts with one step at a time
There's a girl walkin' in these shoes And she knows that everything she's got is all she's got to lose There's a dream right behind these eyes And she finds a reason to be strong With every tear she dries Tryin' hard to fight the way things are So she leaves her world behind When the sound of doubt is turned up so loud She turns the music up inside
And this girl's seen a lot of pain But this girl's gonna smile again She knows that a flower grows every time it rains And this girl's got a lot of dreams She knows that tomorrow's ain't what it seems She might not solve a mystery tonight But this girl's gonna be alright
And I will be alright (:
[Thanks Jer for the song recommendation :D ]
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Sunday, April 26, 2009 /
10:39 PM
SOMEBODY TEACH ME HOW TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN!! :(
Emo feels quite motivated to study harder :)
Ms Lee gave me A+ and a chop and words of encouragement which goes like this:
"Well Done, Evelyn! You have shown that you can produce a good piece of work if you put in effort! Keep it up!"
Emo's emotion: SMUG. *hee hee*
Q(^.^Q) *beams* To let you in on a JAW-DROPPING secret, I havent handed in any Maths tutorials since I was discharged from hospital last year.. ever since start of April when we were doing Conics. Oh myy. So I guess Ms Lee's very touched I finally handed in work and a good one at that :) :) Feel so bad for not handing in work :(
And during History class, I answered Mr Rajoo's question for Sherry and got praised! Not that Sherry can't answer the question laa, it was because she was thinking it through and I whispered the answer so Mr Rajoo heard me. I never could answer all his content questions, like the one on Burma's industry = Mineral industry dT^Tb But still, if my essay on Economic Development passes, I can register for A levels! That was what Mr Rajoo said. And I could point out Singapore, Unlike the rest of the SEAsian states! WHOO!! That's just a teeny weeny part but Emo Chen, YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS!
For Econs, it's quite sad though :( Mr Kwee doesnt seem to like our banded class anymore :( Anyway he showed us a video clip on Susan Boyle during Econs Lecture! And this woman's famous like madness now, heard she's got a new makeover! But listening to her, Emo's got goosebumps! BUT I FOUND SOMEONE SHOCKINGLY INSPIRING TOO And this girl's only 10! What the heck, at 10 I was playing with sand luh!
Since Youtube so mean, disabled the embed I can only give you the link. Oh and there's this video that made me cry but it's in chinese so.. Sorry Becca if you're reading, no racial discrimination intended okay!
The ending is daaamn sad luh. :( Reminded me of Auntie Meh Meh. T^T
And how I didn't grow up according to how she wanted me to lead my life. Failure lehh, seriously. Totally let her down. I wonder what role she played in Pierre Png's life, he came for her wake at St Mary's. Anyway, now I'm still so young, I shall live by life by my principles, morals, integrity and love if all else fails. Auntie Meh Meh, watch over me okay!
I wanted to dedicate the Korean version of "She" to Auntie Marianne in loving memory of her. But si imeem only gave the 30 seconds preview :( And how I wish she's still here to listen to me and give me advice, pat me on my back and remind me of how I should never lose hope, just as I should never lose my God.
Shall put a video of "She" here :) Got pics from Hello Miss :) (suddenly realised I got a recent habit of putting videos on my post :/)
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Sunday, April 12, 2009 /
10:28 PM
Promises shattered Answers don't come Friends say goodbye Plans come undone Dreams get crushed Lies get told Words can turn cruel Hearts can grow cold In a Broken World, Where we cry to feel Some hope that helps these hearts to heal..
Do you know how it feels To wash your face with your salted tears? Have you cried with so much anguish and pain that your voice becomes distorted? If so, have you tried all of the above several times a day, for consecutive days?
I have.
If speaking out entitles me to an argument, I choose never to speak again. If words I used and used unto me can cut so deep, I will abandon my knowledge of them. If things could go back to how it was before, I would do anything in the world to trade for it.
But I know it can't.
I have tried to communicate. To lay down my pride and be a fool, acting silly to relieve tension, to make the situation better. To be obedient as a lackey, doing as instructed but it does not exchange for a little freedom. To send numerous smses and clutch my phone with anxiety for a reply but none came. Now I feel my insignificance but yet I am shamelessly throwing myself at them trying to attract their attention and even concern. I am so pathetic to the core. And I despise myself.
In spite of it all, they chose not to see me, much less my efforts in changing for the better. Even when I get trampled on, their first priority is whether the one who stepped on me was injured. After tripping on me she didnt fall and didn't get injured, but I, who got my feet crushed under her weight was chided for tripping her. Words in defense became excuses. What more do you want of me. How else am I supposed to defend myself.
Thus, I will not speak. Hence I would learn how to harden my heart, to turn it into stone so that it will not fall apart time and again.
Have I found you? Flightless bird, jealous, weeping Or lost you? American mouth Big pill looming
This may alienate me from my friends and loved ones. But by choosing not to speak, know that I am protecting you all from the hurt that is within me which I may fear I vent and unleash upon you. I have chosen not to speak. Don't ask me what has happened, why am I like that, whether I'm okay. This fight is one I must bear alone and agonizing it is for me, I bear hope that in the future things would brighten up. Now I'll resume to being submissive and accept my fate of being grounded under house arrest. The bail for it would be my Mid Year results. Even then, if house arrest proves effective in curbing despisable and despicable me, my jail term may prolong.
Othello's flaws stem from his insecurity and his inability to discern his weaknesses. I guess it holds truth for me as well. But I really hate being weak, even more so each time my tears fall in front of others, it's utter humiliation each time my emotions manifest itself. The worst part being I can't control them and you know what others say? I am emotional, fragile and trying too hard to gain sympathy. If I could, I want to be remembered as the Evelyn Chen a year ago who fell into the drain and could still smile through 6 months of pain, medication and restricted diet. Even if I get laughed at for a stupid thing such as falling into the drain, or even the public who stared at my wound or whisper that my wound was ugly, at least that Evelyn Chen was strong.
Have I found you? Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding Or lost you? American mouth Big pill, stuck going down
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Friday, April 10, 2009 /
10:54 PM
GOOD FRIDAY
Went for Mass and this year, there's two more additions to our family (: Last year, only five of us, but this year Karen joined us too (: After Mass went for lunch of porridge and dishes, quite a number of dishes but since it's Good Friday we couldn't eat meat. Then we went to visit 2 pet shops and spent the afternoon there, I realised I like another breed called Yorkshire!
Shall upload pictures another day (: Laaazy laa~ So there goes an addition to my list of Maltese, Poodle (DARLING WHISTLE!), Pomeranian, Terrier and Yorkie! Aww Doggie Doggie, Come to Mummy! Oh myy. Mad already.
Anyway I want to share with you this sad, touching video. Make sure you watch to the end okayy!
BECAUSE IT'S NICE AND SWEET AND SAD
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Saturday, April 4, 2009 /
12:06 PM
CJC AIR PISTOL WOMEN (APW) WON 2ND PLACE IN THE NATIONALS!
And we're just one point away from being champion place, so wasted! Like got the "urrrggghhhhh!" feeling. But no matter what we've all did all we could and we're already very happy and contented with our results! :D
Eunice FREAKING zai, our dearest INDIVIDUAL SHOOTER 1ST! Steady Bom Pee Pee to the max. And of course with my lucky hug to each of the APW must have given you all more power! HAHAHAA. self-proclaimed onlyy =.=" Even until now while I'm typing this, still got goosebumps luh! SO ZAI FOR WHAT! Scaryyy. BUT EMO LIKE! This Eunice ah, forever and ever pretend not to know me Tsk Tsk. Let me introduce you to the Best Pistol Woman in Singapore (Nationals Individual 1st okayy!)
Christine our most beloved APW Captain!
You did extremely well under pressure already, so that makes you a DIAMOND! And this girl's nice to the distance of heaven and earth I tell you, she bought super duper uber a lot of chocolates for us since chocolates cant be eaten before competition period in case there's sugar rush and although I'm not in the competing team, I get one too! And super thank you for the jersey, I wasn't supposed to have one since I'm not the official school team but she gave me hers since she had two. NICE ANOT. She taught me how to tie many many hairstyles too. Oh man. But she's taken by Didi already, oh wells, SISTER-IN-LAW then! ^^
Joleen our DSA Junior who bullies Emo the senior when I've been so nice to her~
Wahhh I was sooooo worried she couldn't complete her shots in time, but she did! YAYY! Jinghui will be uber proud of you mans! I'm glad she wasn't distracted by thoughts of Jinghui during her shoot, that's why she was able to handle pressure quite well, was steady too :)
Junyiour reserve and my _________mate! Reserve damn good luh! Got free medal although she doesn't need to shoot! But reserve or not, every APW trained super uber hard okayy. Don't play play~ HOR but free medal lehhh. Emo jealous! "Behold the Green-eyed monster"! And the ghost below *arhhem*
Orh hor, Joleen never focus, still turn back and smile for the camera! TSK TSK.
I took this photo! Nice right.
And this too! Wahh I am a gifted photographer luh! HIDDEN POTENTIAL
AFTER THE SHOOT... Supporters who ponned school, heyy wait not ponned school, it's Supporters who nobly sacrificed curriculum time and chose to take school leave to support our teams!
There we are, everyone who reached in the morning :)
Group photo! Look at our Iced Milo from Macs at the left hand corner! Not supposed to bring food or beverage inside the range but Coach brought it in for us Hahaa!
Hypothesis: APW are SUPPOSEDLY camera shy
SEE? SHYY.
Oh darn, my hypothesis failed. Alright alright, APW are all camwhorers!
Junyi and I with our Toblerones and Post-its from Christine!
Got the dreeaaamy feel!
Clas has one too! Actually everyone who went to support had one laa. Hahaa! SO NICE RIGHT!
Aww our blissful smiles shone so brightly the picture came out blurred luh!
Clas got cut away!
APW with the extra-ded ARW and another ARW's hands! OMG JUUON!
Phantom of the Opera DVD! Shioksie!
LOOK AT OUR PISTOL TEAM'S MEDALS!!! It's really Pistol team's medals okayy, but it's the Boys' team laa :X
AIR PISTOL WOMEN! Just had to bite the medal in case it's fake. Like chocolate with golden wrapper and carvings. BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY, YA KNOW?
Shit, got caught nibbling my Medal Nugget! EXTREME UNGLAM
Thank you very much Clas for my unglam shot! TSK! RAWRR. *glares* If my loverboy disowns me uh.. you GGfied for life mans!
ALIENS!
TROPHYY!!
Grin til your eyes disappear! Easy feat for me laa, practising it everyday in fact!
This Clas forever plotting to lean on me, Junyi also always like that, must be some shortie syndrome!
WHOAAA!
Failed Attempt #1
Failed Attempt #2
And we finally got a sharp picture!
SORRY *bows*
Clasandra luh! Want to take my unglam shot again! Damn mean laa!
Wah Captain fierce already, must be Junyi made her angry. See, she angry until she's tearing at her hair! Chillax mans.
And they confiscated our Camwhore Accessories :(
Candid. CLASANDRA HUM. Thank you very much to the power of infinity, TSKK. HURR.
Junyi's failed Messy Bun
Junyi trying to mock me now luh! Eyes so small tsk! You good!
Clasandra acting cute + trying out her sexy pose Hahaa!
The seniors who came to visit us, yaa visit is the right word. NEVER SUPPORT LOR! Still play card games outside the range lehh, using pellets to bet!
WALKING TO NORTHPOINT FOR LUNCH..
Went to the Japanese Foodcourt and feasted there! Bought too much and had to bring back one handroll to eat later, must digest a bit first! Later on, I'll tell you the Tragedy of Emo's Handroll
BACK AT THE RANGE...
The Air Rifle Women arrived! And Val Seet was there to support the ARW too!
Ya Ya Yaa that's the face the seniors had after teasing me Waaah Piangggzxz (Ah Lian), this kind of rumoured scandal does not hold any truth in it luh! ANYHOW BOM!
Tragedy of Emo's Handroll:
Coach Teddy snatched my sushi while I wasn't looking and oh my goodness I accidentally whined much to the amusement of Coach Teddy. Haiyoo. It just comes out naturally what! How to control.. :( I said "Why you snatch my foooood!~" and then he started mimicking me. Oh mans, so embarrassing. So while he was talking to Coach Lee, I snatched back my sushi while he wasn't looking and I fled out of the range. HAHAA!I was relating the story to Amanda and Cherie then Coach Teddy overheard me and he walked past us then turned back and grabbed my Handroll again, like grabbed and held on then released his grip laa. Wah I got a huge shock. And minutes later, Coach Lee bent down to scrutinise what I was holding in my hand: My Handroll and he asked "What's that?" So smart me could figure out he's eyeing my food so I just gave it to him laa. So much for defending and protecting my sushi!
But my handroll is raw salmon and it's been out of its ideal cold environment for 2 hours, wonder if the sushi had spoilt. Oh myys. Hopefully not. I don't want to Geylang Serai Market Rojak stall part II mans. Food poisoning!
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Orh hor, Joleen never focus, still turn back and smile for the camera! TSK TSK.
I took this photo! Nice right.
And this too! Wahh I am a gifted photographer luh! HIDDEN POTENTIAL
Supporters who ponned school, heyy wait not ponned school, it's Supporters who nobly sacrificed curriculum time and chose to take school leave to support our teams!
There we are, everyone who reached in the morning :)
Group photo!
SEE? SHYY.
Oh darn, my hypothesis failed.
Junyi and I with our Toblerones and Post-its from Christine!
Clas has one too!
Clas got cut away!
APW with the extra-ded ARW and another ARW's hands! OMG JUUON!
Phantom of the Opera DVD! Shioksie!
LOOK AT OUR PISTOL TEAM'S MEDALS!!!
AIR PISTOL WOMEN!
Shit, got caught nibbling my Medal Nugget!
ALIENS!
TROPHYY!!
Grin til your eyes disappear!
This Clas forever plotting to lean on me, Junyi also always like that, must be some shortie syndrome!
WHOAAA!
Failed Attempt #1
Failed Attempt #2
And we finally got a sharp picture!
SORRY *bows*
Wah Captain fierce already, must be Junyi made her angry.
And they confiscated our Camwhore Accessories :(
Candid. CLASANDRA HUM. Thank you very much to the power of infinity, TSKK. HURR.
Junyi's failed Messy Bun
Junyi trying to mock me now luh! Eyes so small tsk! You good!
Clasandra acting cute + trying out her sexy pose Hahaa!
The seniors who came to visit us, yaa visit is the right word.
Ya Ya Yaa that's the face the seniors had after teasing me