WELCOME TO;♥



www.amadea-adagio.blogspot.com
Since June 2008
Featuring: FT Island
bold italics underline


i am ;♥

EVELYN AMADEA
1991991
St Nicks' Girl
CJC SHOOTER
buddy buddies' AP
pae class' SOTONG
shooting club's APW
emo fam's EMO
the-cut-outs' SILLY CRACKHEAD



listen ;♥

For the tears & the heart & the way to go on.


shoot me ;♥





my dar-links! ;♥

gui
zanne
yahoo
dabian
johnny
ah pek monsta
kimbo
mrs pok
yuan yuan
jojo
christine
kai papa
petridish
maple story
CJC PAE 1T31 2008 <3
pocky
ah pek aloy
timothy
sean
joann
donut guy
mr chris
mrs mich chris
sanchez
selino
m(k+l)
nic ann lee
megaaa mac
becca
mama #2



drum rolls! ;♥

Layout: Nut @ blogskins
Images: I


let bygones be bygones ;♥

June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010



Wednesday, October 29, 2008 / 4:40 AM
I know I've been emo and stuff, rather sensitive lately and i don't like this feeling at all. So bring me out okay! Hahaa. Sounds desperate =.=" This isn't intended to be a fun or happy post so.. I sincerely apologise. Just give me an avenue to pour out a little :)

Most of you wont get the message in this post unless I told you what has been happening but don't worry, the videos are good too :)
Credits to Jerome who found these videos (See, I got credit you okayy!)

Our Last Summer

Slipping Through My Fingers


I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that I'm losing her forever
And without really entering her world

Slipping through my fingers all the time,
I try to capture every minute.
The feeling in it, Slipping through my fingers all the time.

Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of time
Slipping through my fingers


Auntie Meh Meh, you haven't seen me getting good grades yet, you haven't seen me receive a trophy, you haven't gone for my graduation ceremony, you haven't seen my boyfriend, you haven't sat in the car I'll drive, you haven't received the gift I'll buy you with my first salary, you haven't attended my wedding, you haven't seen my husband, you haven't carried my first child. There's still so many tomorrows I want you to be there, so many yesterdays that seem so near.

Those childhood memories were so simple, so clear and so poignant. Watching me grow up, I wonder if I have changed for better or worse but in your eyes, I'm always the mischievous 8 year old and you still have so much faith in me. You protected me so well from the evils of this world, shutting out any bad influence and I am proud to tell you I can now discern good and bad. I still have really so much more to say. And there's nothing I can do to help. I feel so damn bloody useless.

Am I selfish to not want to let go? Must the only way be in letting go.

The Winner Takes It All


I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all

My moods are changed drastically to the actions of one person. Seems like a spell I'm put under. I already know this won't work out and I keep reminding myself not to be greedy but.. :( yeah lor, you know, you know, THAT'S IT.

OMG I think DK and Zanne are gonna barbeque me for breakfast, lunch and dinner for the name. BUT I'M NOT GONNA SAY WHO. HMPF! Guess all you people want, spy on me lor, YOU TRY!

I think if i'm barbequed I should be damn delicious to eat.


CONGRATULATIONS DARYL CHEE CHEONG FUN FOR PROMOTING TO J2! told you don't have to worry so much already lor! TSK.

By the way, since I'm up so late, I saw Twinnie online! OMG. Coolness. The time in Toronto is 12 hours behind, so Fabian, it's still your self-declared Fabian's Day as of 28th October annually to commemorate you getting your 2nd pair of Converse shoes (sigh!)


To T06, Twinnie says:



BECCA, YOU NEED TO BUY ME A WHOLE BUFFET OF A BUFFALO OKAYY!
Tsk tsk, slogged with you for WR in the wee hours of the 17th Anniversary of my Egg-Crack Day and now for OP! But that's what friends are for, yo!~ Since I'm so nice, SHOULDN'T I HAVE CHIA SQUINT SQUINT TO MYSELF?
DON'T FIGHT. WORLD PEACE IS THE BOMB. (OMG? IRONY!!)
STUDY YOUR TAMIL AHH. DON'T SLACK!

To Fabian: NAH, I'll be nice.. HAPPY BELATED FABIAN'S DAY!

PS. Fabian's day was declared on Tuesday 28th October 2008, while the founder was queuing for SweetTalk and raving about his new Converse shoes simultaneously. You owe me massage okay! I walked the whole of town and AMK Hub dragging my laptop around lor! Tsk.

Dang. I think I'm such a show off. Hehe. Next post will have pictures taken on Fabian's Day! EMO.


-----------------♥Blogged with love♥----------------



Saturday, October 25, 2008 / 11:32 PM
IT'S JU-ON'S BIRTHDAY TODAAAY!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GHOST!


I SUPER UBER FREAKING L-O-V-E YOUUU!

Hope that with this increase in age (in addition to your CENTURIES old :/), you will learn not to haunt people and scare them nearly to death especially like on that Emo + Didi Birthday Celeb Day!


TUESDAY: GET BACK PROMO RESULTS DAY/ SUPPOSED DOOMS-DAY

On this day, we got back our results for promos and I didn't do as well as I would like to and expected myself to get :( Nonetheless, I MET THE CRITERIA! But my results seriously just scraped through so I need to pull my socks super high like a nerd and mug with a mug of.. Essence of Chicken :/


OUR BELOVED MR PIX! PIXIAN AHH~


Coming out of the Lecture Hall (and most of my class was RAVING), LOOK WHAT I SAW! LEE AND DE***E PACKED THEIR BAGS SO QUICKLY AND GOING OUT TOGETHER! scandalous.


Went to.. Toa Payoh? Oh yar! TOA PAYOH! With Jarad, Ben, Josh, Fab, Bec and Junyi to eat lunch and I ATE 2 BOWLS OF DESSERT! okayy 1 and a half bowls :X

Decided to camwhore while waiting for the train :)

Fabian decides to join in, HIS FAVOURITE POSE IN THE MRT STATION lol
____________________________________________________________________

WEDNESDAY: OUR TEKONG EXCURSION!

On the bus to Changi and it was raining :(

On the excursion bus! And my photography skills are NOT BAD :D

WE REACHED THE PLACE TO TAKE SAMPAN! I meant.. Ferry :X
BUTT-ACHE.

Had to wait for the other classes to reach the place~

Moving off! :)
The ferry was rocking since it was raining and the waters became choppy
feeling a little wave of nausea :P

The name of the ferry! The name of one of my favourite animals too :)

JOSHUA, DONT YOU AGREE WITH ME?
If you dont, I'll call you Sarah Chen and If you do, I'll call you Sarah Chen. YOU CHOOSE!

My lovely mould of a mountain! Or maybe it's a little hill? Maybe a tortoise back?

Look at that guy grabbing his head! Funny.
"OMG, WE REACHED! My nightmare after 1 more year! T-E-K-O-N-G!" Hahahaaa!


No pictures were allowed on the island but the area looks civilised! Had a super long and boring lecture since it was a one-man show by 2nd Lieutenant Tan Yan Shuo previously from RJC and supposedly from an ORATORICAL CLUB (wonder where his skills went to.. :X). Thereafter visited the bunks and there was an aura of sour stench xP

There was only one good-looking guy (his name is.. something something H. KOH) and there's one that I like! M. M. TEO! He's damn funny! And his actions damn cute! ^^

Oh, by the way, this guy dressed in full combat attire with face paint everything was strolling on stage and when my class entered by the side door and he turned to look at us..

I GASPED AND NEARLY LOST MY BALANCE OKAYY.
I totally thought he was a walking tree luh! Walao.

Didi got sabo-ed by his class to volunteer himself for face painting Hahaa!
HE LOOKS LIKE INCREDIBLE HULK!
And he smeared my face with his face paint! :'(
At least he smeared Junyi's face later on too and Becca got smeared by her Whang from T08!

By the way, tell you something GROUND-SHAKING!
Dode entered the gents of her own free will and guess who/ what she saw??
KEN CHEW PEEING! oh my tian.
Must've been rather awkward and astonishing for both. AIYO.

We went to the shooting range and can you believe it,
EVELYN SHOT FREAKING 4 BULLSEYE OUT OF 5 SHOTS!

Supposed to have 6 shots I think but I really shot 5 and the trigger cannot be pulled anymore. The guy using the gun before me didnt reload so I asked for help and the person taught me patiently how to load it, smiling so sweetly and I really wanted to tell him "I'M A SHOOTER!" but oh wells, I smiled sweetly back too

A sneaky sneak shot at the Ferry Terminal and the bright area was supposedly the buildings BUT :( The area looks like some resort from the outside though :)



The view of a setting sun from the Tekong Ferry Terminal :)
PREEEEEETTY :)

Look at the artwork of Didi :(

We look like dirty kids who have been rolling on green kaya! Or green curry! Or green Wasabi!
Whichever sounds more appealing to you laa~

Using the secondary camera from my phone to snap this


Junyi just wants to join in, in everything~
Becca, our couple pic's gone :(

Travelled back to school in YELLOW MAGIC SCHOOL BUSES!

Reached school, replied Drayl I'll eat diner with him and friends, followed my class on a supposed trip to get presents for our teachers. Told them to get gifts first since I'm not eating dinner with them but they reached and wanted to eat first. After saying so many times and persuading them so much it's sort of meaningless to fight for anything. Miss Invisible will be insignificant. Wasted bus fare to and fro town, reached there, walked a few metres then walked back and took the bus to school again in mere minutes. I hate last minute changes and impromptu plans, they really screw up my life.

I guess the feeling just ate into me. Earlier, on the bus ride to Tekong, Junyi asked if we could prepare for OP stuff at my dad's office and I asked her many many times if she really wanted to do so and if we would be too tired. Plans were made and I called my dad to arrange and everything. But the thing was cancelled so that we could go out after that. Actually I felt quite shit inside. Seems like i'm easily pushed around and everything, as if giving me trouble and wrecked consequences to clear up is okay. Becca said I should voice out more often and I shouldn't be so accepting. The shitty feeling was raised when I called my dad to break the decision to him and he scolded me super harshly because he postponed a meeting so that his office would be free for us to do work.

But now it's okay, just give me some time and space to rant. Junyi and Becca smsed to apologise and I've cleared the air with them.
I think.

In school, I teared. Freaking malu laa. Lucky Daryl and Gabe were there so to save face, I bit my tongue trying not to cry out. Waited for the other batch to return so that Devon and Amanda can join us for dinner. Saw Yuheng (I've been clutching his I&R the whole day, giving him a lot of missed calls to pick it up during break and even after returning to school) so I screamed his name at the foyer, malu-ing myself once again. He stopped but continued up the stairs again. Then I gave up. Crossing the bridge to take bus to J8 I was telling Amanda all that happened on that day, those feelings that I suppressed, anger/ resentment tolerated and teared again. When we reached the bus stop I was so upset with everything, I just tore up Yuheng's I&R, crushed and threw it into the bin. Feeling quite guilty I used his I&R to vent my anger like that when it's not entirely his fault but at least I reprinted another copy for him!

Thanks Daryl for the Paper Prata with Chocolate syrup and rainbow bits treat :)
Felt a lot better with the crap from Gabriel, the rants from Daryl, the jeks from Manda and Devon.. cos she ate beef and thus we all ate beef except Manda? NO LINK. hahaa
_____________________________________________________________________


MY PI SO CUTE RIGHT!
Like father, Like daughter! :D Even if I'm adopted

My Gor Gor and Da Sao went to Bangkok after returning from Korea and got him this shirt
A couple wear with my mummy's lor! HOW CUTE ^^

BEN, UNCLE FRANCIS IS WATCHING YOU RIGHT NOW. ORH HOR.


BELOW ARE CANDID SNEAK SHOTS OF KEN! (credits to Ben the photographer)

Ken trying to be a model yo!

What happened to Fabian's body? HAHAA! he looks ROUND AND EXPANDED

BELOW ARE PEEEKTURES OF FAB SMOKING HIS WAY THROUGH OP:




Erm, sorry, this was Ben's male instincts calling out to him to snap this shot :/

Kriffith Chiquitita Else Jose Fernando.. erm. I forgot the sequence laaa! FREAK.
Play around with the words k! you'll get the right combi someday :)

CHIQUITITA, TELL ME THE TRUTH~~ (Mama Mia song :D)

Fabian once again
ayee, you think you sailormoon ah! TSK.

_________________________________________________________________________

FRIDAY: GRADUATION DAY :'(

MR PIX! ( not PIGS )
Credit for this photo goes to Joshua who signed in to his facebook [since i don't have an account there] and he helped search for Mr Pix's :) NICE PHOTO RIGHT! I CHOSE IT :)

Mr Pix, we'll miss your funny and crazy antics, especially the times when you bully Fabian, those were hilarious! Plus all the "Wake up class! It's bright and cheery Monday morning!" when we were drop dead sleepy with our faces smacked on our desks :'(

Let me introduce you to my CUTE BOY :)
His name is CHIA SQUINT SQUINT! okay, only I've been calling him that
You'll agree with me he's freaking cute and funny after you've seen him teach! <3!>
He's so damn nice, I tell you!
You know what he did?? Of course you dont, I havent said it yet =.="
He actually hacked into the school's system to check our birthdays (actually he may have access to it so not really hack.. :X) and he went on to search for newspaper articles which suit us but the most amazing and touching thing was THE NEWSPAPER ARTICLE CHOSEN FOR EACH ONE OF US IS DATED ON THE DATE AND YEAR OF OUR BIRTH!

Freaking cool. Wonder how did he manage to get hold of newspaper articles in 1991. And the articles chosen suited us. OMG. Know what's mine? "Beauty before brains? More than just looks" FREAKING COOL. And I've been chanting over and over that I want to smack Daryl and Yuheng for being superficial freaks! HOW HE KNOW! I think this is called TELEPATHY. AWW.

But he forgot about my article :(
"I think he wants to meet me personally, one to one, privately, later to pass me mine laa"
"EEEW! Dont be gross!"

Check out Fabian's article
I uber love the title, "You'll Never Walk Alone"

We had to pen a letter of reflection to ourselves, forming a time capsule thing for us to read back in the future. Did this in St Nicks' and for SNGS, we have to come back 20 years later to read our letters. Imagine all the silverfish wriggling in our letters. EEW.

We had only 15 minutes to write and I tried to write as sincerely as I could, trying to encourage the future me. Fab said my handwriting look like a typewriter's. OEI saying I'm ancient ah! Computer cannot oh! TSK.


In STARK CONTRAST..

Ben's was RUBBISH. I peeped over at his and JAW DROPPED. I guess my will power must be quite strong since I'm not influenced by his nonsense sitting beside him all this while. Dont call me retarded ah! SAMA SAMA!

RUBBISH RIGHT??

Our gift for beloved Chia Squint Squint :)



After Graduation Ceremony, the rest of the cohort could go PARTY while my group and Chunyong's group had to present OP :(


Erm. Unglam. :(

PW GROUP!



Becca in one of her "I'm loving myself" moments.. AIYO~

My gastric agonized me since the night before and I couldn't take it already so I didn't present my part, just helped click the slides. :(


They look like they're singing right?



Dabian, I'm super sorry! I watched HSM 3 with this two already but I had headache too so I slept through part of the movie. I can watch it again! :) HOT DATE :D

The only thing I remembered about the movie was that it was quite cheesy. Hmm.
But the point was we watched a GRADUATION movie on our GRADUATION daaay :D

As usual, CAMWHORED.














I FORGOT TO ADD BECCA'S FLYING KICK STINTS! FREAKKK.
Shall add it sometime soon. Plus all the captions.Damn tired. It's 3.55AM right now. GOODNESS GRACIOUS. And I've got to attend mass at 7am! Need to wake at 6 :(


If you have time, go watch Kang Xi, the variety show :)
JAY'S DAMN ADORABLE, CUTE, FUNNY, YOU-NAME-IT!
*HUGS*






Okay I really need to sleep. Ate drowsy medicine at 10, watched Duo Mao Mao til 11 and struggled to keep awake to send Daryl songs and call at 12AM. WHO ASK YOU PLAY THAT GAME. SEE LUH! Still dare to give me the link to play it.

Okayy, my eyes are creaking to a close. Oh dear. I just remembered I need to help my dad type his heap of notes for his project. FREAK. GGFIED, I DONT WANNA BE FRIED. KNS.

"TOODLES!" -Sharpay


-----------------♥Blogged with love♥----------------