Exams for H1 subjects are over, but I am quite worried for them. Feel that I could have done so much better but stupidity just got the better of me. How ah. Feel quite depressed. And there's still the H2 subjects to mug for. Lady Macbeth: "What's done cannot be undone."

Was talking to Yuheng online and got quite affected. My hopes of being promoted diminish with each passing day and now it's left with a negative value. It's so ironic that we can be so affected and depressed over our papers and must still put on a facade of being cheerful and hopeful about the coming papers. How. Freak I'm damn scared. But I reckon I'll most probably end this post trying to inspire myself and others. Always this case laa. Sigh. How.

Went out with my class for Burger King lunch after my Lit exam today and they were funny:
Becca (to Ben): "You cut queue and you call yourself a gentleman??"
Me: "Nooo, he's Rough-man"
Fabian: "Wah first time Emo told a joke leh!"
Me: "Eh wad first time!"
Fabian: "Erm, last time those were called STATEMENTS" (dont get the laughing point :/) There was a Straw joke too but I forgot.. hmm. Something about Straw then "you suck" Hahaa.

On the way home, Fabian and Becca kept laughing at me :( Since it'll be featured on Becca's blog soon, I might as well admit first.

There was once when I was going to meet my friend at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt from Ang Mo Kio and she told me to sms her when I pass Orchard but I ended up at Jurong East and the train stopped. Then I smsed my friend and said "Eh I'm at Jurong East. I think the train broke down leh. It stopped for so long alr. Many pple left the cabins, shld I evacuate & take nxt train? How long will it take to reach Dhoby??" OMGG, it was then that my friend called me up and chided me :( HOW I KNOW I TOOK THE WRONG LINE :( and Sotong me went to take the WHOLE Red Line back (didnt know changing to Green Line would be faster and I seriously dont know how to change trains)

AMANDAA, YOU PROMISED TO TEACH ME HOW TO TAKE TRAINS/ SHOW ME ARND TOWN AFTER PROMOS! omg, I feel like a tourist. *shy* (:

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I was waiting for 269 at AMK Hub then this auntie in the queue for 261 or smth turned back and asked me if today is Children's Day and she spoke so softly I "huh-ed" her for like 3-4 times then shook my head. My bus came then this SI UNCLE sat beside me and started talking to me, asked me if today is Children's day, which school am I from (and he mixed up CJ with ChiJ), why I end school so early, if we are called youths then how I know today isn't Children's Day, where is my stop at, where do I stay etc etc and


The people thought he was mad luh and they kept looking at me with sympathy/ disgust that I haven't run away from him yet. I wanted to cry there and then okay. The worst thing was he asked for my number but I cut him off saying "Oh, I'm stopping here" (at the St Nicks bus stop which means I had to walk another stop to get home) and got up. Waited for the bus to stop and he said "Girl, your smile very cute very sweet leh. And you very HEALTHY" Shouldnt it be "FRIENDLY"?! FREAAAK.

I went home and told my mum about it and then she reminded me. This year many similar experiences happened to me too. The hand-holder Kevin, etc etc OMG. cant rmb now but seems like got a lot of such things. WHY AM I SO.. UNFORTUNATE.

Hope this will not affect my promos. I need good fengshui to do well too! Sigh.

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He hasnt got a name yet, previously thinking of "Mocha" then "Bearie" since he looks like a bear and today I realised he would respond to "Si Doggie" LOL. And if I clap, he would be jump with a start and "GRRR" me. HEHE.

He not only jumps, he can somersault too luh! I see his potential in gymnastics mans WHOO.



He makes noise but it doesnt sound like a dog's bark nor a yelp.. or maybe it was a yelp
Anyways, everything about him is cute! Almost.


I was trying to make him bark (: He doesnt make noise unless he's really hungry then he will whine and whine. [ and you know what? My mama says HE SOUNDS LIKE ME. wth!! HMPF. I dont whine lor! :( ]

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I kapo-ed this from Cousin's blog, thought it to be relevant since it's promos period

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Since you all gotta wait for my promos to end then can go out together and celebrate our belated birthdays, watch this to kill time first.. PAISEH! :( you all are like killing time and i'm hoping time will not fly away from me :(

(In situations like this, I'll say "Life sucks" and Becca will add on "Take drugs" lol. But of course we wont take drugs laa! HAIYO.)

Oh by the way, my house got a new addition! This year there's like.. over 10 additions to my family alr.. Da Sao then NUMEROUS fighting fish and Gor Gor just bought from his friend this 2 month old puppy! (: Shall post its pic up next time (: My house so small I dont know where's it going to run around but I heard when he's fully grown he'll still be small CUTESIE PIE, MY SWEETHEART! he hasn't got a name yet (and he doesn't have a tail so he looks like a small bear) but Da Sao may be naming it "Mocha!"

To Ben: You can keep Oscar to yourself already! Waaad YOUR PROPERTY.. Dont eye mine uh!
EH! Our doggies can be friends! HOW CUTE IS THAT GONNA BE. OMG OMG! awwright. For now til end of promos, it's HANDS OFF THAAAT CUTESIE PIE. BROWN MUDPIE. :X
(Dear doggie, Little Miss isn't racist so don't cry, I'll feed you good food them you'll *POOF!*)

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Hey there (Delilah)~

Yesterday was my 17th birthday and I found my new twin in CJC, someone by the name of Vanessa in 1T33 and also, my rifle senior who went to poly has the same birthday as me (: Cool right, same school, same year, same birth date. Shall get to know Vanessa then next time if my class doesnt get cake for me, I'll share with her, or just.. eat hers.

Twinnies are nice to have cos my birth date is really a nice combination of ones and nines (mirror effect: 1991991, not bad at all huh) but then again.. When someone has the same birthday, you cant help but feel the contrast between how our day went. Her class was damn nice, cake, class photo and everything. Mine, was Yong Tau Foo with Becca and Junyi.

Felt a bit disappointed then but was still quite alright so I went alone to peep at who the birthday person was and if I knew anyone from the class while Junyi and Becca shared about stuff. Saw Debbie and asked her if she could steal me a slice (damn pathetic and the saddening feeling set in. Like my birthday but I had to steal another birthday girl's cake to eat. The feeling was kind of bad.) Debbie didnt know it was my birthday and she asked Fabian who was sitting with them [see, that Fabian uh.. never sit with emo on her birthday :(] Debbie wished me Happy Birthday and it seems a bit greedy to ask the same question to help me get a cake again so I decided to find Mama to help me get one and that si Mama was flirting with a group of girls mans so I backed away and decided not to disturb. That birthday girl was so fortunate luh. Okay, damn. I dont wanna talk about this anymore.


Went up to class to meet Bessie and I saw the rest of my class in class (sigh) but Bessie cheered me up with Anthony-and-Bessie Kangaroo. At night, I smsed her saying "I'm going to sleep with Anthony-and-Bessie tonight!" in such an innocent way and she said "OMG, sounds soo wrong, like a threesome thing!" HAHAA!

My class bought me FIVE big big cookies (3 were bite-sized cos they were crushed, made me laugh for quite a while) and sang a birthday song :D but that si Joshua Chen uh, said "You sure you 17 or not? or you just write a one in front? 17 must act like 17 you know!" WALAO. qian bian lehh! okay fine, shall ACT like one. I'M VERY KIDDY MEH?! why 8 pple told me that.
HMPF. I dont want friend you anymore! LOL.

Went for lunch in Town, somewhere FAR in the EAST side, on Captain LONG JOHN's ship where we have to eat fish called SILVERS. Guess wad? My Emo Fam Papa impromptu went for lunch too and I made fun of him the whole way about whether he missed Mama and he said "nah, divorce a bit of pain only la.. I can take it one" LOL!

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Was walking in the underpass to the MRT and in that underpass there was this blind man singing. I was smsing and smiling to myself then.. GUESS WAD AGAIN. You wont believe how retarded I was okay, super dumb laa! I walked and yawned a bit (stayed up late to wait for Becca to finish her WR at my dad's office the night before) and since my eyes were closed, I couldn't see where I was walking and I ACCIDENTALLY KICKED THE STAND FOR THE DONATION BOX and nearly fell down then I threw my bag of presents forward to balance myself (so scared dabian's present would break luh, but it didnt *heng ah~*). Worse still, the guy stopped singing and initially the donation box just wobbled but IT TOPPLED RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES and as it turned, the coins inside hit the plastic box which was damn loud and it dropped to the ground which was EVEN LOUDER.

I told this to cousin yesterday while he was complaining on the phone and I was super sleepy already.. like.. 2 AM plus but this whole incident made him laugh damn loudly and me, more malu-ed :( Continuing: The blind guy said "Eh what happened what happened? I cannot see.." (of course I know you can't. aiyo. and yes, Daryl, he really said "I cannot see" =.=") and I picked up the box and turned it til the coin slit faced the top (lucky it's coin slit so no money fell out *phew, saved me some embarrassment, ALLELUIA!!) which made a lot of noise again. I said "sorry sorry, Uncle, sorry!! I accidentally walked into your stand.." and his reply was damn lame "Okay okay put back, don't steal my money ah, thanks" (like how to?? coin slit lehh.. =.=")

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Had to help babysit this 6 year old boy Darwin from Batam who is SUPER DUPER UBER MEGA ULTRA VERY EXTREMELY TO THE POWER OF INFINITY mischievous and naughty and playful. Had to see him from Sat morning onwards and he prank called me sooo many times. Aaaish!







They look quite cute like that and the si Darwin kept pestering me to play games for him on my house comp which is not fun at all but time-consuming which was the point: for him to sit there for hours and not make noise but he made so much I ended up playing levels after levels for him and even beat my own record 3 years ago. WTF (where F stands for Freak)

Now it's 2.43AM and I can post in peace (: He will kope my laptop one lor! and he shred my paper to pieces, lucky it's those rough piece of paper for maths workings if not..

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Twinnie officially withdrew from school on Friday so that she can prepare for her studies in Canada and my class is now left with 16 miserable souls. Fabian had to rub it in by saying "What if some people retain ah? Then our class may be split next year leh!" We were totally shocked at the idea luh *JAW DROP*

Fabian, *zip zip*! Dont anyhow say laa.. If we try hard, I believe the teachers won't condemn us and will let us promote together if we have the capabilities. Hopefully. wo bu yao split class la :( But the thought really frightened us and we are furiously trying to salvage our chances of promoting to J2.

Okay, shan't scold Fabian since he's been super uber mega ultra nice to me :) Dont know what Becca told him but he's really changed for the better and I hope this change will STAY :D

My auntie baked Hello Kitty mooncakes for my birthday, supposed to have 17 but my mum told her it's too many so I only got 8 or 10 i think.. (maybe 10 but I ate 2? Cant rmb :X) And I never mentioned I like Hello Kitty but my friends bought me a Hello Kitty box, my mum a Hello Kitty Bottle WITH STRAW, my Da Sao Hello Kitty small stuffed toy and recently, my church friend gave me Hello Kitty candy drops in tin container. Oh wells~ JUST TAKE THEM ALL! LOL






Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their privacy. With their quiet, optimistic nature, they are also good, sought-after listeners and other people feel well in their company. All in all, this type is the most likeable and friendliest of all personality types. Tolerance and heir regard for others distinguish their personality. They are very caring, generous and always willing to help. They are open to and interested in everything that is new or unknown to them. However, if their inner value system or their sense of justice is hurt, Sensitive Doers can suddenly and surprisingly become forceful and assertive.

Sensitive Doers enjoy the comforts life offers to the full. They are very happy in everyday life. Sensitive Doers are often gifted artists or very good craftsmen. Creativity, imagination and an especially keen perception are just a few of their strong points. Sensitive Doers are very presence-oriented; long-term planning and preparations do not appeal to them. (OMG DAMN TRUE!) They take life as it comes and react flexibly to daily demands. They do not like too much routine and predictability. Their talents come more to the fore when work processes are variable and there are not so many rules. Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly.

Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children. (That's ME :D ayee. EGO EMO~) As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own. However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed. (Thanks ahh)

ADJECTIVES WHICH DESCRIBES YOUR TYPE:
introverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, sensitive, peace-loving, reserved, gentle, good-natured, independent, empathetic, friendly, playful, carefree, sympathetic, relaxed, quiet, modest, pleasure-loving, loyal, obliging, caring, helpful, optimistic

These subjects could interest you
art, music, craftwork, garden work, animals, nature, literature, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, handicrafts, writing


To me the second one applies more but Dreamy Idealist keeps popping out so I guess that's my personality and noisy me is actually an INTROVERT :O (okay, pick up your jaws from the ground please, $500 fine for littering, you know) O.O


Was talking to Cousin and Amanda just now and I totally dashed Cousin's dream of being a star HAHAHAA, I dont know why I keep laughing, actually it isnt all that funnay HOHO.

Wont be posting regularly, maybe on a weekly basis? Promos coming so gotta mug and fulfill my class' wish of promoting together.

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Bestlyn, your pic is up! (not that she knows anyway~ hahaa) but she loves this pic (:
My dorayaki dropped from under my table to the floor and I looked down and gasped then said "My dorayaki! Why you fall down!" and she laughed and laughed. I think it must be on the floor for quite some time cos she said "You know what, I stepped on it.. *evil grin* but it's wrapped up so you can still eat it!" EVIL BESTLYNNN! who bully who now! ):
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EMO LOST HER VOICE. Couldnt speak for the whole morning and whispered softly the whole way through, was super upset about it :( Ben was bullying me throughout GP and kept repeating to Mr Pix "She cant speak" and he purposely said "Can you please speak up?! OHH YARR~ sorryy ahh, I forgot" so I wrote him a note "GO AWAY, BEN-JAR-MEAN! SHOO!!~" \/,, (that was the twist sign by the way.. v-i-c-t-o-r-y!) By the way, let me ego for a while PLEASE! cos EMO SCORED HIGHEST IN CLASS FOR GP COMPRE! YAYY YAYY YAYY! :D :D :D! \/,,

Had lit tut for 4 STRAIGHT HOURS while the CSE peeps went to Ben's house to study. Managed to find my way to his house (no longer a lost sotong! :D) and on my ride there, I was squabbling with Jarad over who is more loser and I WON :)

Didnt manage to study much since Fabian and Jarad were super noisy and Jarad placed his camera phone in front of my face, ready to capture the moment when I sniffed (sick, runny nose). He said my facial expression's very funny when I sniff =.= REAAALLY? HMM.

Went Chomp Chomp to eat dinner (SUPPOSEDLY but it was 5pm) Shared food~ Jarad and Sherry ate all my satay! HMPF.






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Went to Daryl's house and he has 2 unenthu doggies =.= HIS ROOM IS FREAKINGG BIGGG and he has a FREAKINGG BIGGG STITCH! (*freakingg irritated!!* sorry for my limited vocabulary)

Super distracted by fidgety cousin and when his family members walked past, he would gladly introduce me to them as his distant cousin (: BUT chwee kueh you better not say out the secret, I tell you! I will use the "stick approach" against you luh! (you wont get it if you havent revised SEA Decol LOL)

Went to Bishan Library CHILDREN'S SECTION to study after dinner and this cute girl waved to me after my many attempts to smile and wave to her (: SUPER CUTEE!

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Went to Woodlands library with my classmate Rebecca to study and watch Hana Yori Dango movie with my friends thereafter which was ULTRA MEGA UBER NICE AND SWEET! Although Domyouji is not quitee thaaat handsome but he made up for it with all the sweetness :D The people watching in the same cinema theatre as me were super funny: those touching scenes they went AWW! which totally spoilt the effect of the scene but it was funny laa. Eventually more people aww-ed at those scenes hahaa.


Someone smsed me halfway through the movie and I thought it was Rebecca since I asked her to update me where she and Ben would be so that I can meet them after the movie. Read it after the movie and quickly consulted my friends about it. THEY DAMN BAD OKAY, THEY DAMN BAD. They wasted 10 msgs replying that stupid guy who is a DESPO F-L-I-R-T. Damn gross. yucks to the power of infinity.

Here's the whole log.. By the way, I feel obliged to tell you for most of the rallying of smses, I'm not the one replying. My friends were passing my phone around and taking turns to reply that freak. AND I DON'T KNOW THIS GUY AT ALL. He sent the wrong msg. Here goes:

14:58 Him: Hi i just now the guy andy (sent during movie)
15:59 M: I’m just now that girl mary
16:05 M: lol, sorry, I think you sent to the wrong person just now.. really really. (I sent this)
16:18 Him: Relax la y so scare lei i so friendly the lei Haha
16:22 M: Scared of your friendliness lei. Haha.
16:27 Him: Orh so ur name is mary la Haha
16:30 M: Ya. M-ary Lee mei-li :-) where r u now?
16:31 Him: At home lor Sian u lei
16:32 M: Orchard. How did you get my no.?
16:34 Him: I got it from Hui min the lei the sec three the lei u just now at gek Poh right
16:36 M: all the while i wasn’t there lol (I sent this)
16:37 Him: Huh really u how old
16:39 M: How old are you? What school lei?
16:39 Him: I 15 Jwss the u lei
16:42 M: i 14 Jess lei
16:42 Him: Got jess the meh
16:44 M: U dno meh. At redhill lei.
16:45 Him: Really u stay whr the
16:46 M: Cck. U lei
16:47 Him Jurong Haha
16:54 Him: U single or wat
16:54 M: Ya single
16.55 Him: Orh u got Friendster mah
16.59 Him: Wha dun like dat lei give lei pls Haha
17:02 Him: Wats ur sch full name huh
17:43 Him: I go work le later finish work sms u ok
22:04 Him: Yo I finish work le
22:45 M: Wad you work as? (I sent this under DK + my curiosity)
22:46 Him: I work ar waiter at Nihou mura lor
23:04 Him: U reply so slow the Haha
23:46 Him: A u slp le huh

Freaking scared to death can. And nobody I could talk to about this, at least not anyone from my family. Trembled and trembled and thought of the worst scenarios. This joke is so not funny okay. Right from the start it wasnt. I was really frightened out.

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Went to Esplanade to study with Amanda and we planned for PURE MUGGING. Was sleepy on the train ride since I was rather worried the whole of last night and couldnt sleep properly. With every sms i received today, I jumped/jerked. (stop scaring yourself la. chill..)

Waited for Amanda behind the pillar near Citibank when I reached City Hall since I didnt want my face to be featured on the station's flat screen tv and off we went to buy our budget lunch - Breadtalk buns :) Managed to get 2 seats and we STUDIED (so proud of myself) til 2PM (can you believe it, I didnt eat the whole day, no breakfast no nothing til 2? LOL I think because she didnt move so I dare not budge too hahaa)

By the way, that freak CALLED my phone but I didnt know so when I saw it, it was a missed call then he sent me a msg "Yo whr u" OMG. GOD BLESS MY SOUL, AMEN.
"What's done cannot be undone" so I just have to finds ways to end this crap. Strategy: IGNORE. Ignorance is bliss. My Lit tutor also taught me the art of using silence as a weapon. (: She must be glad I listened in class and applied it in life (MS YAO, ARE YOU PROUD OF ME?!)

Went to rooftop terrace to eat our buns and camwhored too (: SORT OF.

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