Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

You are my first term of the Maclaurin Series,
that f(0) that stands alone.
You are zero to me because you arent a coefficient of X
and only terms with Xs are counted in my life.
I acknowledge your existence, just that now you are the insignificant one.

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this is a bit.. not my laptop, using someone else's to blog :x but since my thumbdrive's with me, might as well just borrow and blog waaad (: I ASKED FOR PERMISSION OKAY!~ but that person didnt reply leh.. dont even know whether he heard.. WUAHA!

this was super outdated.. i think it was 11 July o.O CJC SHOOTING ALUMNI DINNER!


After school there was no training so Junyi and I decided to get gifts for our beloved Air Pistol Women seniors in town before going for the dinner later on. Went to walk the Food Fest at TAKA and OMG i tell you I WANTED TO DA BAO EVERYTHING! Saw Pan in her business suit and Audrey too, heard they're doing some IR course in poly currently (:

Met Kimbo and Val then they were hungry so we went to grab.. supposedly A BITE. This was the super coolio dish they ordered:

GREEN CURRY WITH GREEN VEGGIE WITH GREEN CHICKEN WITH GREEN GRAVY.


Lesson learnt: Thou shalt not eat green curry with tomyum soup or risk looking unglam (:
OR, the other alternative is eat both when you have a flu! then you'll be safe like Val (:





We bought the other version for PETRIDISH (: cute right! by the way, the dinos are stepping on each other's feet, that's why their expression's like that. HEHE! wrote our messages for them on the strap and it made me want to cry )':


Junyi and I went to meet with Hutt Shun to go chope seats at Swensens first.. and EMO GOT A SHOCK. Hutt got a nose ring okay! NOSE RING! and wad was more shockingg was he said he doesnt take it out at all OMG. Can you imagine when he has a flu and the nose ring.. ermm okay okay sorry!

anw, Hutt looks like Hitler with the square moustache but Hutt's "moustache" is different and MORE UNIQUE cos it has a centre parting (:


Nic Tham gave those sitting at our table a looong lecture about how food prices are so high and nagged about why we have to choose Swensens for the Shooting dinner. What was worse was, since Yahoo was short of cash too, they two were jabbing at the menu and bickering over what to eat (Nic said buy the $7.30 dunno-wad then they share, Yahoo to pay $7 and he pay 30 cents when he had $10 and Yahoo only got $7! walao, nic tham ah!)

So the lecture was over when Dabian and I said we'll lend them money *phew!* THEN, nic tham refused to listen to Rich's attempt to teach him how to get chili out of the bottle correctly and he SMACKED the bottle, and it splattered all over the table and on Papa's white shirt. WUAHA!


You should have seen how Yahoo ate his MEGA BURGER, he practically dissected the whole thing since he couldnt stuff it all in his mouth and ate the ingredients S-E-P-A-R-A-T-E-L-Y in a bid to look glam but it failed. HAHAA. So sorry I forgot to take a pic cos I was laughing too hard~ AIYA. WASTED!

We actually reserved the table for Emo Family but Ju-on and Didi had to play bb ball for their classes so they couldnt come in the end.. :( Papa, Yahoo, Dabian and I were there lor and the table could seat 6 pple JUST NICEE :(



Introducing SCREAMO #2 and #1! I dont know wad they are doing here.. probably, cracking each other's knuckles?! but they've got the same expression LOL!

we didnt set properly so only 3 pple did the action HAHAA look at nic lu's face (the one in yellow)







UNGLAM!
Report: Drug Addict caught on an annual high on drugs to produce a magnificent unglam image.
Jiongle.. no comments. I dont why he hates me but so far, i'm only scared of him not to the "hate him" extent. Shall keep out of his way til the time when we step down then.


MARK! YOUR UNGLAM PIC! actually this is not really unglam. SIGH. I WILL TRY HARDER

CANDID SHOT. (PS. told you Drug Addict was on an annual high that night! LOOK AT HIM!) OH MYS~ is he trying to molest Screamo #1?? and Dabian, careful your hair la, jump so high!


I dont understand why the President and Vice-President are protecting themselves :/ look at Xing Hao's face (left) and at last, Emo Family's parents Papa and Mama got a pic TOGETHER!
refer to right, Papa in white, Mama looks so shy.. aiyo~

Do you see me in the corner? (on the right, i got cut away~) I was trying to run behind Jiong, jump and "bash" him but i was either too early or too late :( actually for the previous photo I jumped too early, then I was hidden behind them.. SIGH. FAILED :'(

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This pic not bad luh! Like the two of them may not know what lies ahead of them but they are willing to go through all uncertainties and difficulties together :) COME WHAT MAY.




I SUPER LOVE THIS PICTURE! SOOO NICE, I want this layout next time when I marry too lor! During the wedding video the caption beneath this pic went smth like "From this day I will spend my life with my friend, the one i love, the one whom i shall share my hopes and laughter, woes and disappointments with, until the day I die." Something like that? I crapped a bit la but it was overall the real sentence (which I forgot) still very touching (:

This was the vintage car my Gor rented, super expensive and no chauffeur? My Gor drove this on the highway mans, SIGH. My Gor drinks a lot of HL milk, Hao Lian right~ But this car is super romantic and everything, like a modern day fairytale.. Glad that he's being so meticulous about all these details and wishes to make the whole affair memorable.. VINTAGE CAR LEH! dont play play!~ the insides are quite high-teched too, not as ancient as you may expect it to be (:

30TH JUNE 2008, 10AM, St Theresa's Church. The Groom and his bestmen (okay, that one was the MAIN one, the other 6 are behind him) awaiting for the bride to enter (it's not Wedding March that was played, it was surprisingly Canon in D Major LOVEE IT LOADS!)


This is Father Stephen Yim, he is the BEST priest I ever met, a figure who is so fun-loving he tickles your bones and yet strict and serious when the occasion calls for it. Here he tests my brother why he had to sit on the right side of the bride.. I actually forgot the correct answer because my brother made a very ingenious reply to Father Yim, he said "So that I'll be RIGHT by her side all my life and forever" OMG DAMN SWEET RIGHT! My Gor actually not bad one lor! *melts*





During the part that it says "What God has joined, man cannot destroy" I seriously laughed quite loudly in the silence of the mass because this was the part where people are allowed to object to the marriage in TV shows but then the Church does not allow for it so there's no drama HAHAA.

A week before the church wedding, my classmates and I were discussing whether my Gor's previous girlfriend of 12, actually 13 years would suddenly break open the door and object to the marriage then smart me came up with a clever plan to object yet not object to the marriage (:

THIS IS HOW IT GOES: you raise your hand, point your index finger to the sky and say "AYE! OBJECT!" sounds like "I OBJECT" right? but you can tweak it to mean that an object is falling from the sky and you are warning the rest about it, for them to dodge in time. SMART RIGHT!
I was reminded of this and I giggled too loudly.. By the way, since I am the Groom's family, I have to sit in the FRONT ROW and the Father heard me giggling so he glared at me OOPS. I didnt really mean it and I didnt know my giggles will reach.. 10 metres away? OH MAN. My whole face thrown to Europe and eaten by whales already luh! HURR HURR )':

Next time I shall blog about the wedding dinner at night, but I dont think I wanna release photos of me during the wedding dinner because in my opinion, I REALLY LOOK SUPER SCARY! OMG. Later you all run away how! Or I show you all a sneak peek again then you feedback if I should release more photos..

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