I know I've been emo and stuff, rather sensitive lately and i don't like this feeling at all. So bring me out okay! Hahaa. Sounds desperate =.=" This isn't intended to be a fun or happy post so.. I sincerely apologise. Just give me an avenue to pour out a little :)
Most of you wont get the message in this post unless I told you what has been happening but don't worry, the videos are good too :) Credits to Jerome who found these videos (See, I got credit you okayy!)
Our Last Summer
Slipping Through My Fingers
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness And I have to sit down for a while The feeling that I'm losing her forever And without really entering her world
Slipping through my fingers all the time, I try to capture every minute. The feeling in it, Slipping through my fingers all the time.
Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture And save it from the funny tricks of time Slipping through my fingers
Auntie Meh Meh, you haven't seen me getting good grades yet, you haven't seen me receive a trophy, you haven't gone for my graduation ceremony, you haven't seen my boyfriend, you haven't sat in the car I'll drive, you haven't received the gift I'll buy you with my first salary, you haven't attended my wedding, you haven't seen my husband, you haven't carried my first child. There's still so many tomorrows I want you to be there, so many yesterdays that seem so near.
Those childhood memories were so simple, so clear and so poignant. Watching me grow up, I wonder if I have changed for better or worse but in your eyes, I'm always the mischievous 8 year old and you still have so much faith in me. You protected me so well from the evils of this world, shutting out any bad influence and I am proud to tell you I can now discern good and bad. I still have really so much more to say. And there's nothing I can do to help. I feel so damn bloody useless.
Am I selfish to not want to let go? Must the only way be in letting go.
The Winner Takes It All
I dont wanna talk About the things weve gone through Though its hurting me Now its history Ive played all my cards And thats what youve done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play
The winner takes it all The loser standing small Beside the victory Thats her destiny
I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking Id be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall Its simple and its plain Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss Like I used to kiss you? Does it feel the same When she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside You must know I miss you But what can I say Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide The likes of me abide Spectators of the show Always staying low The game is on again A lover or a friend A big thing or a small The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk If it makes you feel sad And I understand Youve come to shake my hand I apologize If it makes you feel bad Seeing me so tense No self-confidence But you see The winner takes it all The winner takes it all
My moods are changed drastically to the actions of one person. Seems like a spell I'm put under. I already know this won't work out and I keep reminding myself not to be greedy but.. :( yeah lor, you know, you know, THAT'S IT.
OMG I think DK and Zanne are gonna barbeque me for breakfast, lunch and dinner for the name. BUT I'M NOT GONNA SAY WHO. HMPF! Guess all you people want, spy on me lor, YOU TRY!
I think if i'm barbequed I should be damn delicious to eat.
CONGRATULATIONS DARYL CHEE CHEONG FUN FOR PROMOTING TO J2! told you don't have to worry so much already lor! TSK.
By the way, since I'm up so late, I saw Twinnie online! OMG. Coolness. The time in Toronto is 12 hours behind, so Fabian, it's still your self-declared Fabian's Day as of 28th October annually to commemorate you getting your 2nd pair of Converse shoes (sigh!)
To T06, Twinnie says:
BECCA, YOU NEED TO BUY ME A WHOLE BUFFET OF A BUFFALO OKAYY!
Tsk tsk, slogged with you for WR in the wee hours of the 17th Anniversary of my Egg-Crack Day and now for OP! But that's what friends are for, yo!~ Since I'm so nice, SHOULDN'T I HAVE CHIA SQUINT SQUINT TO MYSELF? DON'T FIGHT. WORLD PEACE IS THE BOMB. (OMG? IRONY!!) STUDY YOUR TAMIL AHH. DON'T SLACK!
To Fabian: NAH, I'll be nice.. HAPPY BELATED FABIAN'S DAY!
PS. Fabian's day was declared on Tuesday 28th October 2008, while the founder was queuing for SweetTalk and raving about his new Converse shoes simultaneously. You owe me massage okay! I walked the whole of town and AMK Hub dragging my laptop around lor! Tsk.
Dang. I think I'm such a show off. Hehe. Next post will have pictures taken on Fabian's Day! EMO.
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