Exams for H1 subjects are over, but I am quite worried for them. Feel that I could have done so much better but stupidity just got the better of me. How ah. Feel quite depressed. And there's still the H2 subjects to mug for. Lady Macbeth: "What's done cannot be undone."
Was talking to Yuheng online and got quite affected. My hopes of being promoted diminish with each passing day and now it's left with a negative value. It's so ironic that we can be so affected and depressed over our papers and must still put on a facade of being cheerful and hopeful about the coming papers. How. Freak I'm damn scared. But I reckon I'll most probably end this post trying to inspire myself and others. Always this case laa. Sigh. How.
Went out with my class for Burger King lunch after my Lit exam today and they were funny: Becca (to Ben): "You cut queue and you call yourself a gentleman??" Me: "Nooo, he's Rough-man" Fabian: "Wah first time Emo told a joke leh!" Me: "Eh wad first time!" Fabian: "Erm, last time those were called STATEMENTS" (dont get the laughing point :/)There was a Straw joke too but I forgot.. hmm. Something about Straw then "you suck" Hahaa.
On the way home, Fabian and Becca kept laughing at me :( Since it'll be featured on Becca's blog soon, I might as well admit first.
There was once when I was going to meet my friend at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt from Ang Mo Kio and she told me to sms her when I pass Orchard but I ended up at Jurong East and the train stopped. Then I smsed my friend and said "Eh I'm at Jurong East. I think the train broke down leh. It stopped for so long alr. Many pple left the cabins, shld I evacuate & take nxt train? How long will it take to reach Dhoby??" OMGG, it was then that my friend called me up and chided me :( HOW I KNOW I TOOK THE WRONG LINE :( and Sotong me went to take the WHOLE Red Line back (didnt know changing to Green Line would be faster and I seriously dont know how to change trains)
AMANDAA, YOU PROMISED TO TEACH ME HOW TO TAKE TRAINS/ SHOW ME ARND TOWN AFTER PROMOS! omg, I feel like a tourist. *shy* (:
I was waiting for 269 at AMK Hub then this auntie in the queue for 261 or smth turned back and asked me if today is Children's Day and she spoke so softly I "huh-ed" her for like 3-4 times then shook my head. My bus came then this SI UNCLE sat beside me and started talking to me, asked me if today is Children's day, which school am I from (and he mixed up CJ with ChiJ), why I end school so early, if we are called youths then how I know today isn't Children's Day, where is my stop at, where do I stay etc etc and
THE WHOLE BUS WAS LOOKING AT US.
The people thought he was mad luh and they kept looking at me with sympathy/ disgust that I haven't run away from him yet. I wanted to cry there and then okay. The worst thing was he asked for my number but I cut him off saying "Oh, I'm stopping here" (at the St Nicks bus stop which means I had to walk another stop to get home) and got up. Waited for the bus to stop and he said "Girl, your smile very cute very sweet leh. And you very HEALTHY" Shouldnt it be "FRIENDLY"?! FREAAAK.
I went home and told my mum about it and then she reminded me. This year many similar experiences happened to me too. The hand-holder Kevin, etc etc OMG. cant rmb now but seems like got a lot of such things. WHY AM I SO.. UNFORTUNATE.
Hope this will not affect my promos. I need good fengshui to do well too! Sigh.
I'm emo. Cos my owner's Emo. *BEEEG SAAAD FACE* "Slitting wrists is too difficult :( I'm too furry for that.."
I love to play! My hobby is to play tug-of-war with Emo *YAYY!* no wait. *WOOF!*
"ARE YOU REAAADY FOR ACTION?!"
"NANNY NANNY POO POO! TOO BAD, I BLUFFED YOU!"-sticks out tongue- *BLEAH!*
"I'm gonna sleep now, DONT DISTURB ME! SHOO!"*covers face*
DABIAN. (oops!) "Being a baby, I'm proud to tell you I have a good developing digestive system!" His pangsai damn SMEHHLY okay, pinching noses wont help, you'll need those Special Task Forces' masks to survive the stench! EEW. *DOU BENG* (which means faint)
Let me introduce to my twinnie, CONRAD BEAR! He's my pillow too *RUFF RUFF!*
That's how small I am compared to other doggies. When I'm fully grown I'll still be almost as KOOCHIE KOO as this, but.. I'M CUTEE RIGHT!
(say I'm cute or I BITE! you choose)
See how religiously rooted my family is? Even doggie has to pray before he sleeps *MUSIC PLEASE* "HALLELUIA! HALLELUIA! LE LUIA, LE LUIA!~"
And he sleeps super a lot! REALLY. He'll wake and play for an hour or two then sleep again My Da Sao says it's because he's still a baby :( More like a pig leh. OOPS :X
Doggie smiling in his sleep, hope he's having sweet dreams he cried the other day, probably missing his mama and his siblings
AWW. CUTENESS TO THE MAX! I LOVE HIM! <3
He hasnt got a name yet, previously thinking of "Mocha" then "Bearie" since he looks like a bear and today I realised he would respond to "Si Doggie" LOL. And if I clap, he would be jump with a start and "GRRR" me. HEHE.
He not only jumps, he can somersault too luh! I see his potential in gymnastics mans WHOO.
He makes noise but it doesnt sound like a dog's bark nor a yelp.. or maybe it was a yelp Anyways, everything about him is cute! Almost.
I was trying to make him bark (: He doesnt make noise unless he's really hungry then he will whine and whine. [ and you know what? My mama says HE SOUNDS LIKE ME. wth!! HMPF. I dont whine lor! :( ]
I kapo-ed this from Cousin's blog, thought it to be relevant since it's promos period
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Remember my previous blog song "I'll be there for you"? Just know whenever you need someone to talk to, just call up and rant alright. No matter what, we'll survive this tempest.
Even when you are on the losing end, NEVER GIVE UP. KEEP FIGHTING.
Aza Aza Fighting! Q(^.^Q)
Back to mugging History. "When I see your (evil) smile, tears roll down my face"
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one.
And I know I'll be okay though my skies are turning gray.
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