Exams for H1 subjects are over, but I am quite worried for them. Feel that I could have done so much better but stupidity just got the better of me. How ah. Feel quite depressed. And there's still the H2 subjects to mug for. Lady Macbeth: "What's done cannot be undone."
Was talking to Yuheng online and got quite affected. My hopes of being promoted diminish with each passing day and now it's left with a negative value. It's so ironic that we can be so affected and depressed over our papers and must still put on a facade of being cheerful and hopeful about the coming papers. How. Freak I'm damn scared. But I reckon I'll most probably end this post trying to inspire myself and others. Always this case laa. Sigh. How.
Went out with my class for Burger King lunch after my Lit exam today and they were funny: Becca (to Ben): "You cut queue and you call yourself a gentleman??" Me: "Nooo, he's Rough-man" Fabian: "Wah first time Emo told a joke leh!" Me: "Eh wad first time!" Fabian: "Erm, last time those were called STATEMENTS" (dont get the laughing point :/)There was a Straw joke too but I forgot.. hmm. Something about Straw then "you suck" Hahaa.
On the way home, Fabian and Becca kept laughing at me :( Since it'll be featured on Becca's blog soon, I might as well admit first.
There was once when I was going to meet my friend at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt from Ang Mo Kio and she told me to sms her when I pass Orchard but I ended up at Jurong East and the train stopped. Then I smsed my friend and said "Eh I'm at Jurong East. I think the train broke down leh. It stopped for so long alr. Many pple left the cabins, shld I evacuate & take nxt train? How long will it take to reach Dhoby??" OMGG, it was then that my friend called me up and chided me :( HOW I KNOW I TOOK THE WRONG LINE :( and Sotong me went to take the WHOLE Red Line back (didnt know changing to Green Line would be faster and I seriously dont know how to change trains)
AMANDAA, YOU PROMISED TO TEACH ME HOW TO TAKE TRAINS/ SHOW ME ARND TOWN AFTER PROMOS! omg, I feel like a tourist. *shy* (:
I was waiting for 269 at AMK Hub then this auntie in the queue for 261 or smth turned back and asked me if today is Children's Day and she spoke so softly I "huh-ed" her for like 3-4 times then shook my head. My bus came then this SI UNCLE sat beside me and started talking to me, asked me if today is Children's day, which school am I from (and he mixed up CJ with ChiJ), why I end school so early, if we are called youths then how I know today isn't Children's Day, where is my stop at, where do I stay etc etc and
THE WHOLE BUS WAS LOOKING AT US.
The people thought he was mad luh and they kept looking at me with sympathy/ disgust that I haven't run away from him yet. I wanted to cry there and then okay. The worst thing was he asked for my number but I cut him off saying "Oh, I'm stopping here" (at the St Nicks bus stop which means I had to walk another stop to get home) and got up. Waited for the bus to stop and he said "Girl, your smile very cute very sweet leh. And you very HEALTHY" Shouldnt it be "FRIENDLY"?! FREAAAK.
I went home and told my mum about it and then she reminded me. This year many similar experiences happened to me too. The hand-holder Kevin, etc etc OMG. cant rmb now but seems like got a lot of such things. WHY AM I SO.. UNFORTUNATE.
Hope this will not affect my promos. I need good fengshui to do well too! Sigh.
I'm emo. Cos my owner's Emo. *BEEEG SAAAD FACE* "Slitting wrists is too difficult :( I'm too furry for that.."
I love to play! My hobby is to play tug-of-war with Emo *YAYY!* no wait. *WOOF!*
"ARE YOU REAAADY FOR ACTION?!"
"NANNY NANNY POO POO! TOO BAD, I BLUFFED YOU!"-sticks out tongue- *BLEAH!*
"I'm gonna sleep now, DONT DISTURB ME! SHOO!"*covers face*
DABIAN. (oops!) "Being a baby, I'm proud to tell you I have a good developing digestive system!" His pangsai damn SMEHHLY okay, pinching noses wont help, you'll need those Special Task Forces' masks to survive the stench! EEW. *DOU BENG* (which means faint)
Let me introduce to my twinnie, CONRAD BEAR! He's my pillow too *RUFF RUFF!*
That's how small I am compared to other doggies. When I'm fully grown I'll still be almost as KOOCHIE KOO as this, but.. I'M CUTEE RIGHT!
(say I'm cute or I BITE! you choose)
See how religiously rooted my family is? Even doggie has to pray before he sleeps *MUSIC PLEASE* "HALLELUIA! HALLELUIA! LE LUIA, LE LUIA!~"
And he sleeps super a lot! REALLY. He'll wake and play for an hour or two then sleep again My Da Sao says it's because he's still a baby :( More like a pig leh. OOPS :X
Doggie smiling in his sleep, hope he's having sweet dreams he cried the other day, probably missing his mama and his siblings
AWW. CUTENESS TO THE MAX! I LOVE HIM! <3
He hasnt got a name yet, previously thinking of "Mocha" then "Bearie" since he looks like a bear and today I realised he would respond to "Si Doggie" LOL. And if I clap, he would be jump with a start and "GRRR" me. HEHE.
He not only jumps, he can somersault too luh! I see his potential in gymnastics mans WHOO.
He makes noise but it doesnt sound like a dog's bark nor a yelp.. or maybe it was a yelp Anyways, everything about him is cute! Almost.
I was trying to make him bark (: He doesnt make noise unless he's really hungry then he will whine and whine. [ and you know what? My mama says HE SOUNDS LIKE ME. wth!! HMPF. I dont whine lor! :( ]
I kapo-ed this from Cousin's blog, thought it to be relevant since it's promos period
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Remember my previous blog song "I'll be there for you"? Just know whenever you need someone to talk to, just call up and rant alright. No matter what, we'll survive this tempest.
Even when you are on the losing end, NEVER GIVE UP. KEEP FIGHTING.
Aza Aza Fighting! Q(^.^Q)
Back to mugging History. "When I see your (evil) smile, tears roll down my face"
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one.
And I know I'll be okay though my skies are turning gray.
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Sunday, September 28, 2008 /
1:53 AM
小豬小鬼示範男女朋友撒嬌 The ending's super classic! De-stressed for a while~ :D
Funny right? Shall laugh wholeheartedly now then coop myself to study again SIGH. "ji mug yi xia wor" LOL. "muggertoad"
SHE 沿海公路的出口
SHE's new music video (:
我坐在公路的出口 等待天黑以后无边的寂寞 连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落 紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头 留不住回忆 却学不会放手 怎么走
I WILL NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO BE RETAINED.
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Saturday, September 27, 2008 /
10:05 PM
HEY GUI! THIS VIDEO IS FOR YOU!
Since you all gotta wait for my promos to end then can go out together and celebrate our belated birthdays, watch this to kill time first.. PAISEH! :( you all are like killing time and i'm hoping time will not fly away from me :(
(In situations like this, I'll say "Life sucks" and Becca will add on "Take drugs" lol. But of course we wont take drugs laa! HAIYO.)
Oh by the way, my house got a new addition! This year there's like.. over 10 additions to my family alr.. Da Sao then NUMEROUS fighting fish and Gor Gor just bought from his friend this 2 month old puppy! (: Shall post its pic up next time (: My house so small I dont know where's it going to run around but I heard when he's fully grown he'll still be small CUTESIE PIE, MY SWEETHEART! he hasn't got a name yet (and he doesn't have a tail so he looks like a small bear) but Da Sao may be naming it "Mocha!"
To Ben: You can keep Oscar to yourself already! Waaad YOUR PROPERTY.. Dont eye mine uh! EH! Our doggies can be friends! HOW CUTE IS THAT GONNA BE. OMG OMG! awwright. For now til end of promos, it's HANDS OFF THAAAT CUTESIE PIE. BROWN MUDPIE. :X (Dear doggie, Little Miss isn't racist so don't cry, I'll feed you good food them you'll *POOF!*)
娛百 Mr.pig 很愛說英文 Eason笑翻了 When Xiao Gui said Mr Pig sat "tou deng cang" and "zheng ge ji bao qi lai" I LAUGHED. "zheng ge ji bao qi lai" to me the "ji" is CHEEEEKEN. HAHAA! "aunty I want to da bao chicken!, zheng ge (I know should be 'zhi') ji bao qi lai!" LOL
小豬敖犬跳敗給你, 超好笑! Dont scold me ah, I DIDNT SLACK.. Was watching this while pouring dinner down my throat, trying to eat fast and back to revision (:
HOW AH. I'm damn freaking scared for promos. I revised but nothing seems to go into my head. And now, 2 nights before my first paper, I AM NOT DONE REVISING. SO SCREWED.
Til 7th Oct, farewell. TATA.. *waves sadly* Maybe I'll be here again to rant about how I screwed up my promos but I dont think I'll have the time to touch my laptop anytime soon :( Gotta hide it somewhere so I dont see it :(
I DONT WANT TO BE RETAINED.
I shall do all within my might to get promoted. Even if it means not sleeping.
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Saturday, September 20, 2008 /
2:27 PM
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YUSHI, DUCK AND VANESSA (: HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MEL (:
Hey there (Delilah)~
Yesterday was my 17th birthday and I found my new twin in CJC, someone by the name of Vanessa in 1T33 and also, my rifle senior who went to poly has the same birthday as me (: Cool right, same school, same year, same birth date. Shall get to know Vanessa then next time if my class doesnt get cake for me, I'll share with her, or just.. eat hers.
Twinnies are nice to have cos my birth date is really a nice combination of ones and nines (mirror effect: 1991991, not bad at all huh) but then again.. When someone has the same birthday, you cant help but feel the contrast between how our day went. Her class was damn nice, cake, class photo and everything. Mine, was Yong Tau Foo with Becca and Junyi.
Felt a bit disappointed then but was still quite alright so I went alone to peep at who the birthday person was and if I knew anyone from the class while Junyi and Becca shared about stuff. Saw Debbie and asked her if she could steal me a slice (damn pathetic and the saddening feeling set in. Like my birthday but I had to steal another birthday girl's cake to eat. The feeling was kind of bad.) Debbie didnt know it was my birthday and she asked Fabian who was sitting with them [see, that Fabian uh.. never sit with emo on her birthday :(] Debbie wished me Happy Birthday and it seems a bit greedy to ask the same question to help me get a cake again so I decided to find Mama to help me get one and that si Mama was flirting with a group of girls mans so I backed away and decided not to disturb. That birthday girl was so fortunate luh. Okay, damn. I dont wanna talk about this anymore.
Fabian "committing suicide" on my birthday HAHAA
OH-OH. HANG ON FOR YOUR LIFE! :O
dont kill yourself just because the class door isnt open yet.. Haha and that's not a faster way to get to morning assembly, Fatal but not Faster. lol! >.<
Went up to class to meet Bessie and I saw the rest of my class in class (sigh) but Bessie cheered me up with Anthony-and-Bessie Kangaroo. At night, I smsed her saying "I'm going to sleep with Anthony-and-Bessie tonight!" in such an innocent way and she said "OMG, sounds soo wrong, like a threesome thing!" HAHAA!
My class bought me FIVE big big cookies (3 were bite-sized cos they were crushed, made me laugh for quite a while) and sang a birthday song :D but that si Joshua Chen uh, said "You sure you 17 or not? or you just write a one in front? 17 must act like 17 you know!" WALAO. qian bian lehh! okay fine, shall ACT like one. I'M VERY KIDDY MEH?! why 8 pple told me that. HMPF. I dont want friend you anymore! LOL.
Went for lunch in Town, somewhere FAR in the EAST side, on Captain LONG JOHN's ship where we have to eat fish called SILVERS. Guess wad? My Emo Fam Papa impromptu went for lunch too and I made fun of him the whole way about whether he missed Mama and he said "nah, divorce a bit of pain only la.. I can take it one" LOL!
Was walking in the underpass to the MRT and in that underpass there was this blind man singing. I was smsing and smiling to myself then.. GUESS WAD AGAIN. You wont believe how retarded I was okay, super dumb laa!I walked and yawned a bit (stayed up late to wait for Becca to finish her WR at my dad's office the night before) and since my eyes were closed, I couldn't see where I was walking and I ACCIDENTALLY KICKED THE STAND FOR THE DONATION BOX and nearly fell down then I threw my bag of presents forward to balance myself (so scared dabian's present would break luh, but it didnt *heng ah~*). Worse still, the guy stopped singing and initially the donation box just wobbled but IT TOPPLED RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES and as it turned, the coins inside hit the plastic box which was damn loud and it dropped to the ground which was EVEN LOUDER.
WHAT THE HECK. I TOTALLY STUNNED. JAW DROP.
I told this to cousin yesterday while he was complaining on the phone and I was super sleepy already.. like.. 2 AM plus but this whole incident made him laugh damn loudly and me, more malu-ed :( Continuing: The blind guy said "Eh what happened what happened? I cannot see.." (of course I know you can't. aiyo. and yes, Daryl, he really said "I cannot see" =.=") and I picked up the box and turned it til the coin slit faced the top (lucky it's coin slit so no money fell out *phew, saved me some embarrassment, ALLELUIA!!) which made a lot of noise again. I said "sorry sorry, Uncle, sorry!! I accidentally walked into your stand.." and his reply was damn lame "Okay okay put back, don't steal my money ah, thanks" (like how to?? coin slit lehh.. =.=")
The story didnt end there. I went to pick up my bag of presents and as I hung my head and zoom here zoom there behind ang mohs hoping they could cover me, the guy spoke through his mike "SORRY FOR THE INTERRUPTION" then he started singing again. WALAOO. PAISEH TIL DEATH DO US PART CAN. THANKS UH! such a thing happened to me on my birthday.
@.@ FAMOUS ALREADY LUHH, HURR HURR :'(
Mama called me a loser and I think maybe I am one. ________________________________________________________________________________
Was emo-ing over all the stuff after I woke up at night and I kept questioning myself why am I so accident-prone and all. Oh I was emo-ing cos I thought there wouldnt be a cake but there was one eventually la *HEE HEE!* My mum said the way I grinned looked like a kitten waiting in a corner ready to pounce on the cake anytime. AND I POUNCED wuaha!
Shall eat cake and get fat. Like *CHEEPABOOM*! hmm. but DK gave me a mini gift as "appetizer" already soo.. I shall eat MODERATELY.
Becca, thanks for voting me as CJC's most patient and nicest girl on your blog! Now I'm scared other girls will come whack me Hahahaa and Becca ahh, I'm not EVELYNA CHEN!! tsk.
THANKS MY LOVES FOR THE WISHES AND THE PRESENTS, YOU MADE THE FIRST DAY OF MY LIFE AS A 17TH YEAR OLD BEAUTIFUL.LOVE YOU ALL ! (:
(i'm 4 years away to being an adult! omg. I dont wanna grow up leh. darn.)
For now. Promos is for real. It's coming in 8 days. FREAAAK. Q(^.^Q)
Some vids my friend sent me to watch yesterday to try cheer me up (: but the second one can be offensive uh! TSK.
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Monday, September 15, 2008 /
1:15 AM
Had to help babysit this 6 year old boy Darwin from Batam who is SUPER DUPER UBER MEGA ULTRA VERY EXTREMELY TO THE POWER OF INFINITY mischievous and naughty and playful. Had to see him from Sat morning onwards and he prank called me sooo many times. Aaaish!
one word. BAD. two more words. FREAKINGG MEAN. three final words. REALLY DAMN NOISY.
That thief even koped my Burger King Crown luh! And stole my monneh! $1.20 Threw my eraser into the antique flower vase, sat on my laptop, meddled with my laptop thereby causing some documents and music files to be deleted and the worst of all is..
HE HAD THE GUTS TO DRAW ON MY FACE WHILE I WAS SLEEPING. (tell me which part of my face looks like A3 drawing block to you?! huh Huh HUH!) *glares* FREAK.
Anyway I had my revenge laa. \/,,, I walked past him and knocked his head with my elbow :D AWESOME-NESS! He spun one whole round to see who did that then I gave him a shocked face and said "Paiseh Paiseh!~" LOL. Btw, the only languages he knows are Hokkien and Malay (weird combination right! Conclusion: Weird combination = Weird Kids)
I was complaining and complaining about him through smses and THAAAT PEEPING TOM memo my EVERY move and when I put my phone down and plomped my head back on my pillow (havent realised he drew on my face yet =.=) Darwin actually knew how to unlock my keypad and he typed and sent smses to people who were replying me! MALU TO THE MAXXX
Stood up in a bid to act fierce and tower over him and THAT WAS WHEN I SAW MY PEKING OPERA FACE. Fury engulfed me and I took my disposable chopsticks (for my breakfast which turned out to be lunch and dont ask me why disposable chopsticks of all things, maybe I can poke his eyes with them?? TSK) and freaking chased him about, shouting Darwin you're so dead and you better fall down RIGHT NOW forgetting he doesnt understand English.
Amanda's response to this was: "Haha.. emo you very funny leh.. cannot imagine how you will be like if you become a mum next time.. you will keep telling ur kid dont do this or tt or u gg-fied :)"
SIGH. advice: NEVER place a bright orange clean color marker within the sight of a kid.
THAT FREAK OF A CHILD!
Waiting for the lift outside Papa's office, sigh, he LOVES the cargo lift PS. PLEASE TILT YOUR HEAD ACCORDINGLY. SORRY FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.
He learnt how to take a pic with my phone within SECONDS (Is "kuching" malay for cat? He kept shouting kuching kuching! then grabbed my phone and snapped this.. Isnt Kuching somewhere in Malaysia?? okay better not trust a sotong like me, I even lose my way between two bus stops, what else can I say~ *downcast eyes*
They look quite cute like that and the si Darwin kept pestering me to play games for him on my house comp which is not fun at all but time-consuming which was the point: for him to sit there for hours and not make noise but he made so much I ended up playing levels after levels for him and even beat my own record 3 years ago. WTF (where F stands for Freak)
Now it's 2.43AM and I can post in peace (: He will kope my laptop one lor! and he shred my paper to pieces, lucky it's those rough piece of paper for maths workings if not..
I WILL BASH HIM LEFT, RIGHT, CENTRE
Didnt do work today, omg, gg-fied i'm so fried. (whose fault luh! HMPF. You think act cute is useful oh. HUH!? but yeah there's some use in acting cute laa.. i suppose.. :X finee.) ___________________________________________________________________________
Had hoped he would go back to Batam and Kind Soul Emo said in dialect to him If no one adopts him and he gets sent back (possibility is very big waaad. So naughty, very hard to control) I would visit him with chocolates when I go to Batam for OCIP at the end of the year
but heard from my parents he can't go back anymore which means he wont get to see his family again in his life. Quite saddening but he still seems so happy. Maybe he takes my home as a hotel and that it's holiday away from his family. Maybe he doesnt know yet. Maybe.
I foresee an unsuccessful business attempt here. I'm afraid we may run into huge losses which we cant cover. You see, he's 6 and he's got to go for Primary education soon. By then if he's not adopted, who has to pay for his education? Moreover he doesnt understand English nor Chinese.
I hate how viciously reality works out. ___________________________________________________________________________
Share with you my favourite song/ video for the past week :) YUI - SUMMER SONG
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Saturday, September 13, 2008 /
3:48 AM
Twinnie officially withdrew from school on Friday so that she can prepare for her studies in Canada and my class is now left with 16 miserable souls. Fabian had to rub it in by saying "What if some people retain ah? Then our class may be split next year leh!" We were totally shocked at the idea luh *JAW DROP*
Fabian, *zip zip*! Dont anyhow say laa.. If we try hard, I believe the teachers won't condemn us and will let us promote together if we have the capabilities. Hopefully. wo bu yao split class la :( But the thought really frightened us and we are furiously trying to salvage our chances of promoting to J2.
Okay, shan't scold Fabian since he's been super uber mega ultra nice to me :) Dont know what Becca told him but he's really changed for the better and I hope this change will STAY :D
My extremely-longwinded farewell note to Bong Being classmates for both PAE and JAE we shared many many memories especially during PAE
See the sincerity in my farewell note? Hahaa no laa~ (Sherry, dont whack me please!~)
Markie left for Vietnam then and now 31 have to face another farewell again. :'( ___________________________________________________________________________
Novena Church Feast Day 07092008
I got to pray for divine intervention to help me through my promos before I can even think of sitting for my A levels next year *crosses fingers, bows head and prays earnestly*
Since it was Feast day, my family really had a FEAST for dinner at Crystal Jade.
To Yuheng, your breakfast spread was so-so only, look at mine, JELLYFISH & SHARKS' FIN! Wua Hahaaha!! aiyo. how childish can we get, showing off such things. =.="
I got caught by the waiter who stood behind me with the next dish luh! SUPER PAISEH. He was apparently waiting for me to take the picture then serve the dish
OMG, my face can be thrown one whole round around the world then smack back on the front of my head alreadyy luh! BOOHOO :'( ______________________________________________________________________________
My auntie baked Hello Kitty mooncakes for my birthday, supposed to have 17 but my mum told her it's too many so I only got 8 or 10 i think.. (maybe 10 but I ate 2? Cant rmb :X) And I never mentioned I like Hello Kitty but my friends bought me a Hello Kitty box, my mum a Hello Kitty Bottle WITH STRAW, my Da Sao Hello Kitty small stuffed toy and recently, my church friend gave me Hello Kitty candy drops in tin container. Oh wells~ JUST TAKE THEM ALL! LOL
Saw this at Plaza Sing on Friday, they look so cute together! :) But that day I wasnt in a good mood, i was emo-ing because I lost my Brown Brown That ugly Brown Brown that I kiapped out from the Kiap Kiap Machine? FIVE DOLLARS LEH. WASEH, depressed part II. :( cant find it anywhere :'( Brown Brown, ni zai na li? :(
Went to Daiso and bought this bowl which was damn cute and also a Korean round soup spoon :)
Use it for your three meals a day and be inspired by the words to work hard for promos! WHOOHOO! ALL THE WAAAYYY! SURE WIN. Q(^.^Q)
Went to Esplanade to study and was rather productive Took random pics during lunch break and told Devon the weird stuff Amanda and I did last week (okay okay, I admit I came up with those ideaaas laaa.. sigh.)
More pictures in Devon's hands, shall kope and update next time, I think my creativity was random to the max luh! HEE HEE HEE~ *sneaky laughter*
Walked to ??? to get to National Library in Bugis And all along I thought Bugis and City Hall were super far places from each other :/ Oh! I think that picture was taken on some Suntec bridge
The sky was damn beautiful but It didnt come out well :(
This one's without flash ____________________________________________________________________________ Did some personality test and I did the same test ELEVEN times to be sure the personality test was accurate and no matter how hard I tried to cheat, the results were still similar (Conclusion: SCAM! It may be computer generated results! "nahh, OF COURSE NOT LAA!")
1st Try + came out 5/11 times:DREAMY IDEALIST
Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.
For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.
As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.
ADJECTIVES WHICH DESCRIBES YOUR TYPE: introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative
These subjects could interest you Literature, philosophy, psychology, music, art (museums), writing, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, handicrafts, writing, voluntary work
Came out 4/11 times : SENSITIVE DOER
Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their privacy. With their quiet, optimistic nature, they are also good, sought-after listeners and other people feel well in their company. All in all, this type is the most likeable and friendliest of all personality types. Tolerance and heir regard for others distinguish their personality. They are very caring, generous and always willing to help. They are open to and interested in everything that is new or unknown to them. However, if their inner value system or their sense of justice is hurt, Sensitive Doers can suddenly and surprisingly become forceful and assertive.
Sensitive Doers enjoy the comforts life offers to the full. They are very happy in everyday life. Sensitive Doers are often gifted artists or very good craftsmen. Creativity, imagination and an especially keen perception are just a few of their strong points. Sensitive Doers are very presence-oriented; long-term planning and preparations do not appeal to them. (OMG DAMN TRUE!) They take life as it comes and react flexibly to daily demands. They do not like too much routine and predictability. Their talents come more to the fore when work processes are variable and there are not so many rules. Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly.
Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children. (That's ME :D ayee. EGO EMO~) As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own. However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed.(Thanks ahh)
These subjects could interest you art, music, craftwork, garden work, animals, nature, literature, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, handicrafts, writing
To me the second one applies more but Dreamy Idealist keeps popping out so I guess that's my personality and noisy me is actually an INTROVERT :O (okay, pick up your jaws from the ground please, $500 fine for littering, you know) O.O
Was talking to Cousin and Amanda just now and I totally dashed Cousin's dream of being a star HAHAHAA, I dont know why I keep laughing, actually it isnt all that funnay HOHO.
Wont be posting regularly, maybe on a weekly basis? Promos coming so gotta mug and fulfill my class' wish of promoting together.
T06, WE CAN DO IT. DONT GIVE UP HOPE OKAY.
Even if the whole world looks down on us, we make sure we stare them straight in the eye and give them all we've got. Even if we fail to fulfill our wish, at least we've gave it our best shot and regret and escapism are not allowed.LET'S FIGHT ON.
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Sunday, September 7, 2008 /
12:13 AM
Bestlyn, your pic is up! (not that she knows anyway~ hahaa) but she loves this pic (: My dorayaki dropped from under my table to the floor and I looked down and gasped then said "My dorayaki! Why you fall down!" and she laughed and laughed. I think it must be on the floor for quite some time cos she said "You know what, I stepped on it.. *evil grin* but it's wrapped up so you can still eat it!" EVIL BESTLYNNN! who bully who now! ): ______________________________________________________________________________
TUESDAY
EMO LOST HER VOICE. Couldnt speak for the whole morning and whispered softly the whole way through, was super upset about it :( Ben was bullying me throughout GP and kept repeating to Mr Pix "She cant speak" and he purposely said "Can you please speak up?! OHH YARR~ sorryy ahh, I forgot" so I wrote him a note "GO AWAY, BEN-JAR-MEAN! SHOO!!~" \/,, (that was the twist sign by the way.. v-i-c-t-o-r-y!) By the way, let me ego for a while PLEASE! cos EMO SCORED HIGHEST IN CLASS FOR GP COMPRE! YAYY YAYY YAYY! :D :D :D! \/,,
Had lit tut for 4 STRAIGHT HOURS while the CSE peeps went to Ben's house to study. Managed to find my way to his house (no longer a lost sotong! :D) and on my ride there, I was squabbling with Jarad over who is more loser and I WON :)
Didnt manage to study much since Fabian and Jarad were super noisy and Jarad placed his camera phone in front of my face, ready to capture the moment when I sniffed (sick, runny nose). He said my facial expression's very funny when I sniff =.= REAAALLY? HMM.
Went Chomp Chomp to eat dinner (SUPPOSEDLY but it was 5pm) Shared food~ Jarad and Sherry ate all my satay! HMPF.
AND THE GUYS DID SOME CRAZY STUFF..
PW GROUP!~ (_____-mate & seat mate/partner)
Thought of the day: My class doesnt seem so bad anymore.
Went to Daryl's house and he has 2 unenthu doggies =.= HIS ROOM IS FREAKINGG BIGGG and he has a FREAKINGG BIGGG STITCH! (*freakingg irritated!!* sorry for my limited vocabulary)
Super distracted by fidgety cousin and when his family members walked past, he would gladly introduce me to them as his distant cousin (: BUT chwee kueh you better not say out the secret, I tell you! I will use the "stick approach" against you luh! (you wont get it if you havent revised SEA Decol LOL)
Went to Bishan Library CHILDREN'S SECTION to study after dinner and this cute girl waved to me after my many attempts to smile and wave to her (: SUPER CUTEE!
STITCH IS MINE!! mine mine mine! ("I kidnapped your stitch, what can you do?" LOL, childish laa haha!)
Went to Woodlands library with my classmate Rebecca to study and watch Hana Yori Dango movie with my friends thereafter which was ULTRA MEGA UBER NICE AND SWEET! Although Domyouji is not quitee thaaat handsome but he made up for it with all the sweetness :D The people watching in the same cinema theatre as me were super funny: those touching scenes they went AWW! which totally spoilt the effect of the scene but it was funny laa. Eventually more people aww-ed at those scenes hahaa.
AND SMTH BIG HAPPENED.
Someone smsed me halfway through the movie and I thought it was Rebecca since I asked her to update me where she and Ben would be so that I can meet them after the movie. Read it after the movie and quickly consulted my friends about it. THEY DAMN BAD OKAY, THEY DAMN BAD. They wasted 10 msgs replying that stupid guy who is a DESPO F-L-I-R-T. Damn gross. yucks to the power of infinity.
Here's the whole log.. By the way, I feel obliged to tell you for most of the rallying of smses, I'm not the one replying. My friends were passing my phone around and taking turns to reply that freak. AND I DON'T KNOW THIS GUY AT ALL. He sent the wrong msg. Here goes:
14:58 Him: Hi i just now the guy andy (sent during movie) 15:59 M: I’m just now that girl mary 16:05 M: lol, sorry, I think you sent to the wrong person just now.. really really. (I sent this) 16:18 Him: Relax la y so scare lei i so friendly the lei Haha 16:22 M: Scared of your friendliness lei. Haha. 16:27 Him: Orh so ur name is mary la Haha 16:30 M: Ya. M-ary Lee mei-li :-) where r u now? 16:31 Him: At home lor Sian u lei 16:32 M: Orchard. How did you get my no.? 16:34 Him: I got it from Hui min the lei the sec three the lei u just now at gek Poh right 16:36 M: all the while i wasn’t there lol (I sent this) 16:37 Him: Huh really u how old 16:39 M: How old are you? What school lei? 16:39 Him: I 15 Jwss the u lei 16:42 M: i 14 Jess lei 16:42 Him: Got jess the meh 16:44 M: U dno meh. At redhill lei. 16:45 Him: Really u stay whr the 16:46 M: Cck. U lei 16:47 Him Jurong Haha 16:54 Him: U single or wat 16:54 M: Ya single 16.55 Him: Orh u got Friendster mah 16.59 Him: Wha dun like dat lei give lei pls Haha 17:02 Him: Wats ur sch full name huh 17:43 Him: I go work le later finish work sms u ok 22:04 Him: Yo I finish work le 22:45 M: Wad you work as? (I sent this under DK + my curiosity) 22:46 Him: I work ar waiter at Nihou mura lor 23:04 Him: U reply so slow the Haha 23:46 Him: A u slp le huh
Freaking scared to death can. And nobody I could talk to about this, at least not anyone from my family. Trembled and trembled and thought of the worst scenarios. This joke is so not funny okay. Right from the start it wasnt. I was really frightened out.
Went to Esplanade to study with Amanda and we planned for PURE MUGGING. Was sleepy on the train ride since I was rather worried the whole of last night and couldnt sleep properly. With every sms i received today, I jumped/jerked. (stop scaring yourself la. chill..)
Waited for Amanda behind the pillar near Citibank when I reached City Hall since I didnt want my face to be featured on the station's flat screen tv and off we went to buy our budget lunch - Breadtalk buns :) Managed to get 2 seats and we STUDIED(so proud of myself) til 2PM (can you believe it, I didnt eat the whole day, no breakfast no nothing til 2? LOL I think because she didnt move so I dare not budge too hahaa)
By the way, that freak CALLED my phone but I didnt know so when I saw it, it was a missed call then he sent me a msg "Yo whr u" OMG. GOD BLESS MY SOUL, AMEN. "What's done cannot be undone" so I just have to finds ways to end this crap. Strategy: IGNORE. Ignorance is bliss. My Lit tutor also taught me the art of using silence as a weapon. (: She must be glad I listened in class and applied it in life (MS YAO, ARE YOU PROUD OF ME?!)
Went to rooftop terrace to eat our buns and camwhored too (: SORT OF.
Or maybe we were helping the building to camwhore
I like this durian, it doesnt smell bad like durians do (: "spikey spikey, dont provoke meee!!~" (sry.)
Do you see our famous vomiting merlion?
I think this pic is nice! (partly because I'm the photographer!) but it's a little crooked.. not centralised
Okay, more centralised (:
FERRIS WHEEL! okay not really. but SORT OF waaad~
Look, Manda's popping out from the huge pot!
NOT. lol!
See me?
Wanted to zi pai but.. all failed except this one i guess.. but it's still a failure HAHAA
Sneak shot! shhh, dont tell them kay!
New display pic on my phone, shall show you next time, it's super cool (: We shall go to Esplanade to take our graduation picture together too someday okay?
Look up, the stars are fading And I am still here waiting To see you again Be with you, my friend
'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are And all the streetlights shine like they were stars That's where you are
Let's spend tonight on top of the world And we can do anything, We can be anything I'll meet you tonight on top of the world As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams
My heart is empty without you Sometimes you don't know what you do And I need you tonight I'll fall asleep and it's alright Close my eyes and I'll be by your side
Let's spend tonight on top of the world And we can do anything, We can be anything I'll meet you tonight on top of the world As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams
Dear Lord, please. Please help me to get promoted. Please. Amen.
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