Yesterday I was very affected by a decision I made. Then when I awoke, my family had to do their drama stunt again early in the morning at six o'clock. And it's really six o'clock.

Reached school at 6.40am and sat at the grandstand to wait for Ben and Becca. I was actually quite glad they didnt remember to meet me cos it gave me time to reflect and ponder. And I felt so foolish and dumb and stupid after thinking over what I've done. Cried a bit but okayy, it's only a few drops of tears. It's nice sitting at the grandstand when it's all dark and cold. All you see are cars moving by beyond the fences of school and you remember that even without your existence, life goes on and you'll start feeling insignificantly small. Then you close your eyes and feel the cold wind. When you sigh and open your eyes, you see the sky gradually lighting up. I guess it kind of gives me hope.

I super put in effort for my PE thinking I could run my troubles away and I finished 2 rounds around the school under 12 minutes once again (: Thank you RPF or should I say RPG for encouraging me. (Happy or not, I put your name in my post lehh~) I'll put our nice photo which you edited here later. Shall kope it :)


Revised History for a while but could not help being bothered by it. Lit was funny, Ms Yao became a Yao Guai after doing a pose a monster would do. And I play-pretended I was really Fabian's fiancee and when he kept touching Vince, I called his name and gave him a glare. Then Ms Yao asked "Any problem there, Fabian?" OOPS. SORRY FABIAN



History test was super sucky, I only remembered Iranian Revolution and I wrote that as example for 2 paras out of 3 I wrote. Shiat. I'll fail with not only flying colours, but ROCKETING colours. Damn it. Shouldn't have been so affected luh. What the heck. But we weren't focused in revision laa. We sort of digressed too..






Decided to be a good cousin and bought Daryl fruit juice, hope his throat is better despite all the screaming facils do. Shooting was a sore thumb. Don't know what got into Lee Yei Hearn, he gave me obvious attitude. What's your bloody problem? Can't you just tell me what's wrong. The outstanding change within a day. FINE. WHATEVER. I was left alone in the range so I sneaked out to find Ben and Becca to confide in someone since we missed that in the morning. Spotted Ben practising volley and the netball girls arent there so I waited to talk to Ben. Then I saw Yuheng and Amanda scandalously talking at the grandstand. Wah I tell you the sight of Yuheng made my blood boil to 101 degree celsius. Talked to Ben for a bit and his coach super sucky luh. It's okay, Ben, you'll get another chance. You have potential so prove it to your coach, your coach damn mean. But you shall be punctual for training. Must be sashaying down the corridors with Becca right, that's why late. HAHAHAA. :X


When I went back to the range I was super malu. I tried to sleep at the teacher's table away from the other shooters since Lee Yei Hearn was there. Then Mr Low came and I was listening to music so I didnt know. Oh my goodness. He shoo-ed me off luh. No face alrd ): Still thought wanted to act cool abit ): Some people left and things cheered up a little. We were super nonsense to the extreme! LOOK:

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